Chapter 2361: 2361. Chapter 2361: Starting to lose oneself 49

2361. Chapter 2361: Starting to lose oneself 49

So, he didn't dare to call me; he just kept sending messages, many messages, all asking how I was.

It would also be convenient for me, so I'll just give him a call, so he can feel a bit more at ease.

But I just never had the courage to call him; I never had the courage.

Watching the phone messages come in one after another.

My heart should be sweet, shouldn't it?

But right now, my heart aches terribly, I don't know why; this pain makes me feel like I'm about to suffocate.

The messages, they keep coming without pause, one after another…

I can now understand and feel how anxious Shangguan Yun is on the other end.

But I just don't have the courage child.

I hate myself so much, I hate myself so much.

After all, I still mustered the courage and called Shangguan Yun.

When I got through on this call, my mood became extremely nervous, unusually nervous.

"Xuanxuan, wife, are you okay?" As soon as Shangguan Yun answered the phone, he anxiously asked.

I shook my head and said: "Nothing, what could happen to me? How about you, are you okay?" I said calmly.

In order not to let Shangguan Yun worry, I and strength suppressed my inner sorrowful emotions.

If it were normal times, I think I would definitely fling myself into Shangguan Yun's arms and cry, but I can't.

I really don't want to make Shangguan Yun worry.

"Then did your mother let us break up, did she scold you, what did she do to you?" Although I told Shangguan Yun I was fine, I was fine, he still kept asking me anxiously.

For Shangguan Yun's kindness, I am really moved, truly moved.

But I am also afraid that I will hurt him again.

Really, I'm so afraid, so afraid.