Chapter 268: 268. Chapter 268 Almost Lost My Virtue 9

268. Chapter 268 Almost Lost My Virtue 9

"I haven't mentally prepared myself to go from being a girl to a woman." I said calmly, his words making me feel a little sad, a little heartbroken. I don't understand—if he really loves me that much, why won't he wait until I'm ready to give myself to him?

"Don't tell me you haven't made any psychological preparations," Shangguan Yun said, his voice tinged with agitation. "Of course, when you accepted me and chose to be with me, didn't you already prepare yourself?"

I turned my head away without speaking, letting tears fall, lightly tracing my cheeks, slowly seeping into the corners of my mouth, so salty, so salty.

Shangguan Yun lay down gently beside me, kissing my eyes tenderly and saying, "All right, don't be sad. I have no other intentions, and I'm not doubting your feelings for me. After being together this long, don't you think I know you? I know you have me in your heart, and I understand your worries. You don't trust me, so you're unwilling to give yourself to me. To you, your first time is extremely important, and I've already grown accustomed to being promiscuous. I don't even consider this a big deal. If it weren't your first time, I wouldn't mind at all. Honestly, I don't mind—I love you as a person, not your first time. Of course, since you still have your first time, I cherish it together with you. So I won't push you. To be frank, if you'd already lost it, I probably wouldn't keep holding back from being with you." Shangguan Yun spoke sincerely, without flowery language or flattery—every word was genuine.

Listening to his words, my tears streamed down even more, tracing every inch of skin on my cheeks.

Shangguan Yun gently wiped the tears from my face with a kiss and said, smiling, "All right, won't you stop crying? Do you really want me to drink your tears until I'm full first thing in the morning?"

After hearing his words, I laughed through tears and said, "Who made you drink them? It's all your fault for provoking me."

"Yeah, it's all my fault, all my fault. Weren't you just hungry? Let's get up and go out to eat, then after we eat I'll take you to play, okay?" Shangguan Yun said, pinching my nose affectionately.