Chapter 302: There's a Reason for Everything 19

After hearing my words, Shangguan Yun furrowed his brows again and said, "If you don't want to go back to my place, where do you want to go? I'll accompany you. It's so late; it's not safe for a girl to be out alone."

"No need, I don't want to see you. Let me be alone and calm. I'm tired, also confused. Maybe we're not suited, really not suited. If we're not suited, forcing ourselves to adapt is exhausting, really exhausting. Being with you, how many times have I cried, how many tears have I shed—do you know?" I stared at him blankly as I spoke.

Being with him, although it makes me feel very happy, very happy, sometimes I also feel very tired, very tired. Really tired.

"What do you mean by that? Could it be that you really listened to Ahao's words? Is he the one who told you to break up with me, and you would then break up with me?" Shangguan Yun shouted at me loudly, but his eyes revealed a hint of sadness.

"Don't drag others into this; it's only our problem, it has nothing to do with others. If two people are together and their feelings are firm, no matter what others say or how they try to sow discord, it's useless." I don't understand why, when it's clearly our own issue, we must drag others into it.

"Then tell me, what exactly do you want me to do so you won't be angry? Anyway, tonight I won't let you leave me." Shangguan Yun said helplessly while rubbing his forehead.

I know, arguing with him isn't just me feeling hurt and heartbroken; he must also feel helpless.

Arguing is a matter between two people, and the pain of arguing is also felt by both. Why do we still argue? Sometimes I really don't understand.

I looked at him with tears in my eyes, silent. I know he can say it and do it; tonight I have no hope of leaving him.

"Does Tingting no longer need your care or your company?" I suddenly changed the subject.

"I've already sent someone to keep her company; please don't bring her up again, okay? You should know there's nothing between me and her." Shangguan Yun said weakly while leaning against the wall.

I believe there's nothing between him and Tingting, and I know there's nothing between them, yet I just can't let go of my anger. Why, when there's nothing, when I know I'll get angry, when I could easily find someone else to handle it, do I still insist on doing it myself?