Chapter 482: 482. Chapter 482: That Feeling Has Become the Past 8

482. Chapter 482: That Feeling Has Become the Past 8

Do you think talking about this now still makes sense? You're not unaware of me—I'm someone who values feelings deeply. Although he and I are already in the past, after all he was my first love; people often say that first love is the hardest to forget, the most deeply engraved. Even though we broke up, even though I've found my own love, to me he remains just as he was before—there's always a tiny place for him in the depths of my heart. I may not think of him every day, but occasionally I'll remember, after all I loved him so deeply; that relationship with him will be a beautiful memory in my life, that's all. I told Huiqing my innermost true thoughts; this thought, no one has ever known, it has always stayed hidden in my heart.

I have never brought up Shangguan Yun before, and I don't intend to mention him again.

Do you cherish that relationship with him? Huiqing softened her tone and continued asking.

You could say that, but cherishing is cherishing—life rarely offers several chances at true love; I think if it were someone else, they'd probably cherish it too. I sighed, a faint smile on my lips, and said.

Although that feeling brought happiness as well as pain, whenever I recall it I feel fortunate—God could give me such a beautiful relationship; to me he is my first love, my eternal first love—I think I could never forget him in this lifetime.

When I grow old in the future, if I share my story with him to my descendants, I think they'll be moved as well.

If you weren't with Shangguan Yun, would you continue being with Haohua? Huiqing asked again.

At this point I grew a bit impatient and said: "Why do you keep asking this question? Haven't you asked before? And where do all these 'what ifs' come from? Besides, I'm already with Shangguan Yun, aren't I? And I really haven't pondered hypothetical questions. If I weren't with Shangguan Yun, maybe I'd meet someone else."

Sigh... Forget it, I won't ask. Huiqing finally let out a sigh and said.