Chapter 484: 484. Chapter 484: That feeling has already become the past, 10

484. Chapter 484: That feeling has already become the past, 10

Although we're no longer related, after all I still regard him as a friend in my heart—a very good friend. If something happens to him, my heart will surely ache, after all we once loved each other.

"No, no… no, nothing, what could happen to him? Recently, aside from self-destructive behavior, there's nothing major." Huiqing said, stammering.

Having been sisters with Huiqing for so many years, as soon as I heard her tone I knew something was up; Huiqing was definitely lying to me.

"If you don't tell me, I'll really get angry. Quickly tell me, what happened to Haohua, what happened to him?" My heart clenched tightly, and I asked loudly.

"Actually, actually… actually he has never let me tell you, because he didn't want to bother your life. Actually, after you left, he every day self-destructs, every night goes to bars to drink, sleeps during the day, and smokes heavily. He, he previously had leukemia, which is why he left you, right? Actually, actually he hasn't found a suitable bone marrow match; it's just that back then he was solely focused on you, so a miracle occurred, his condition was controlled. All along he just wanted to find you and get back together, but he never imagined you would choose to be with Shangguan Yun. Now…" Huiqing couldn't go on, stopping there.

"Now, now, has his condition relapsed?" I asked with a choked voice, my nose sore, tears already welling up in my eyes.

"Yes, but he still refuses to go to the hospital. He says without you he'd rather die, so he's let himself deteriorate like that." Huiqing said.

"Why is he so stupid, why, why so stupid?" My tears couldn't hold back any longer, falling onto my hand, icy cold, icy cold, unconsciously my whole body trembled.

Really cold? Truly cold…

My heart even colder? Truly even colder…

The tear dripping onto my hand felt like a thousand-year-old ice, so icy cold with not a hint of warmth, impossible to melt…