Chapter 54: 54. Chapter 54: No Phone, Feeling Light 1

54. Chapter 54: No Phone, Feeling Light 1

That night, Shangguan Yun kissed me, and then he barged into my life, disrupting my originally peaceful life.

I'm really, really confused—my mind, my heart, everything is utterly messed up.

I need time to sort things out; what I need is time. So now I can only choose to escape, to escape everything, to stay away from everything.

In the evening, just as I was about to go to sleep, Liu Xi ran to my room and said, "Sister, Haohua called; do you want to call him back?"

Did he call again? What does he mean? My thoughts are thrown into disarray again; I clutch the phone tightly, not knowing what to do.

In the end I just threw the phone to Liu Xi and said, "Forget it; he called me before dinner. If he calls again, you handle it yourself—just don't come looking for me."

"Does that mean I should handle all the calls myself?" Liu Xi asked, holding the phone.

"Yes, yes, yes, hurry up and get out, get out—I'm going to sleep. Do whatever you want." I was getting annoyed and shouted at Liu Xi.

After driving Liu Xi away, my ears felt much quieter; the silence became unusually still...

At a glance, the night was still as bright as ever, but the night sky had only a few pitiful stars twinkling away.

The whole night sky looked so lonely and helpless, just like me right now—equally lonely and helpless.

I thought I wouldn't be troubled by love anymore, but I was wrong—love has always surrounded me; it's me who never let go, constantly tangled, painfully tangled...

Shangguan Yun, Haohua, Li Feng...

Feelings are becoming ever more complicated, ever more chaotic, so chaotic that I lose control—I can't rein in my own emotions; I've lost control again; I'm frightened, I'm lost...

These past two days, I've just stayed at home, not going anywhere, surfing the internet, watching TV...

What kept me company was TV dramas; I looked up lots and lots of Korean dramas online to watch, crying my eyes out...