Chapter 564: 564. Chapter 564 Shangguan Yun's Contribution 2

564. Chapter 564 Shangguan Yun's Contribution 2

But I just couldn't stop thinking about it; I told myself not to think about it anymore, yet my mind kept conjuring it up.

I wanted to vent, but I couldn't let it go.

After a long while, I whispered: 'Yun, are you asleep?'

'No, you're not asleep yet, how could I be? What's wrong, can't you sleep?' Shangguan Yun said gently.

I nodded and said: 'Yeah, I can't sleep, my heart is in turmoil.'

'Alright, don't overthink, go to sleep first; we can talk about anything tomorrow. Listen to me, it's right. Hating someone is exhausting, you know? So I never hate anyone.' Shangguan Yun's voice remained gentle.

'But what if I someday do something that makes you angry? Would you hate me?' I've been with Shangguan Yun for so long, and I've never heard her hate anyone.

'You annoy me every day; if I hated you, I'd have been tortured to death by that hatred long ago.' Shangguan Yun said with a smile.

'No, I mean, if one day I do something that you can't forgive, or something serious, would you hate me?' I continued.

'What could you do that I couldn't forgive? Actually, as long as you don't do anything that lets me down, I won't get very angry. I will always dote on you and love you.' Shangguan Yun held me tightly as she said.

'But what if I someday do something that lets you down? Would you hate me?' I kept asking. Actually, sometimes I realize I'm really stubborn; sometimes, to know something, I have to get a clear answer, even if those things might never happen. I need to ask clearly to feel at ease.

'Huh? You would do something that lets me down?' Shangguan Yun heard, her tone changed.

'I'm just saying, if, hypothetically.' I explained, afraid Shangguan Yun would misunderstand.

But Shangguan Yun actually said: 'No, there are no hypotheticals; I don't allow it, and there are no 'ifs.' I don't allow you to do anything that lets me down. You must remember this: if you ever really do something that lets me down, I won't forgive you, and I will hate you, hate you forever, you know?'