Chapter 58: 58. Chapter 58: Slowly Falling for Him 1

58. Chapter 58: Slowly Falling for Him 1

If it weren't for Liu Xi, I think I would keep dragging on this relationship with Li Feng. But I can't grasp the ability to like him; as a result, even though I clearly know, why would I still implicate others? Matters of the heart cannot be forced, and they cannot be demanded, so it's better to let go sooner or later.

After hearing my words, Li Feng again furrowed his brows tightly; I knew he was now very sad and upset.

All the way, he had come running to see me so excitedly, but now I have once again shattered his heart that had just ignited with hope.

"I, I... in your heart, have I never entered?" Li Feng's voice choked a little.

After hearing my words, my heart was full of guilt; I looked at him, but I didn't know how to comfort him.

"Feng, actually, actually you're very good; it's my problem. I've always been able to put you in my heart. I once tried hard to want to like you, but I tried and I couldn't. I originally thought that with time I would gradually rely on you, gradually like you, but I found I still couldn't, so..." As I said this, I felt somewhat shameless. Clearly I hurt his heart, yet I still look for so many excuses to justify myself.

"Don't say any more." Li Feng said this weakly, then walked away without even glancing at me.

Looking at his desolate back, I suddenly felt a sour ache in my heart.

Before, I too was abandoned like this; I can understand Li Feng's current feelings. I don't know what Haohua felt when I turned and left back then.

A evening breeze blew over, lightly brushing my cheek, feeling very fresh; night fell slowly. I walked alone down the street, under dim streetlights, the streetlights stretching my shadow very long.

Walking slowly alone, I didn't know where to go; I wouldn't go back to school, nor would I go home, just wandering slowly like that.

My phone rang, its music breaking the silent night.

Lili called; after briefly asking about my situation, she told me she wouldn't be going back tonight, A Ji had also come out, and likewise Shangguan Yun had come out; they're now in a private room at Heaven and Human World, asking me to come over.