Chapter 803: 803. Chapter 803: Baffling 6

803. Chapter 803: Baffling 6

"Can I go to the bathroom?" I held back my tears; actually, tears were already rolling in my eye sockets, I don't know if Shangguan Yun noticed.

However, Shangguan Yun let go of my hand as soon as he heard me say I wanted to go to the bathroom.

As soon as he let go, I walked out quickly; I felt the air here was about to suffocate me, making it hard to breathe.

As soon as I left the infusion room, I ran outside in one breath onto the lawn.

Since it was still early, there were relatively many people on the lawn, each face seemingly wearing a smile, but my heart felt extremely uncomfortable.

I sat on the stone bench on the lawn, and tears just fell like that.

The wind gradually picked up, messing up my hair, lifting my coat, and even blowing the fallen leaves on the ground.

But it couldn't dry my tears.

My heart ached slightly, throbbing faintly…

I feel very tired; although I'm not a rich young lady, I'm somewhat spoiled.

Usually my parents protected me too well; perhaps it's because Shangguan Yun spoiled me too much before.

Or maybe it's because Haohua pampered me too much, spoiling me completely.

Or maybe it's Li Feng, who spoiled me.

Li Feng never acts unreasonably like Shangguan Yun does; when I'm with Li Feng, I've even said he's like my brother, yet he never gets angry.

He is actually very understanding of me; although he says he would be unhappy and feel uncomfortable inside, he wouldn't be like Shangguan Yun.

Why is Shangguan Yun always so overbearing?

Could it really be as Ahao said, that Shangguan Yun isn't suitable for me, and even if we force it, being together won't have a good outcome?

Could it be that he actually hit the mark?

But isn't loving each other enough for two people to be together?

I love him so much, and he loves me so much; could it be that we two are actually not suited for each other?

I feel very confused, feeling very tired…

Is loving someone really this exhausting? When you love someone with all your heart, is it really this tiring?