Chapter 819: with translation of chapter title

819. Chapter 819 Insulted to One's Face 10

Although I couldn't detect any sarcasm in her words, I didn't know why she was saying these things; perhaps she was seeking justice for Zhong An.

I believe Zhong An's mother is a smart woman; she would certainly understand how these words would make me feel, and how everyone present would feel hearing them.

After hearing Zhong An Mama's words, I felt very embarrassed; perhaps her mother said those things just to embarrass me, perhaps I shouldn't have come, perhaps I should have listened to Shangguan Yun and stayed at his place to keep him company, but instead I disregarded Shangguan Yun's advice and ran here.

Coming here only to be insulted, to me those words from Zhong An Mama were nothing but an insult.

Even the dullest person could tell; perhaps I'm just stupid—if I hadn't come, I wouldn't have been insulted, but instead I would have been embarrassed in front of all these people I know.

Besides, I clearly know Zhong An likes me, and I even rejected him, so why am I here? I really shouldn't have come.

"Xuanxuan, you won't be upset after hearing my words, will you?" Zhong An's mother looked at me with my head down, an unhappy expression, and asked with a smile.

But to me, her smile seemed like a smile hiding a knife.

"Hehe, no, Auntie, you're absolutely right—there are many outstanding girls in the world, I'm just such an ordinary girl; how could I be worthy of Zhong An?" Since her mother had already made me feel I'm not good enough for Zhong An, I might as well admit it myself.

Zhong An is so outstanding; I truly am not worthy of him.

His family is so wealthy, while mine is mismatched in social standing.

He studies so well, while my studies are so poor; perhaps a girl like me only belongs with a bad student like Shangguan Yun.

But Shangguan Yun is also truly outstanding; if we put it that way, perhaps I'm not worthy of him either.

Suddenly, I realized I was truly good for nothing; how did I suddenly become so insecure?