Chapter 1015: The world of adults

Heart-wrenching words often come from the mouths of those who know you best.

Yan Fugui's reaction just proved that Yan Jiefang saw through his inner entanglement.

More than three months, the matter that the family didn't mention, this is a scar shared by all.

Now Yan Jiefang is crazy, tearing it open, making everyone painful.

The chopsticks in Yan Jiekuang's hand stopped, Comrade Ge Shuqin in the inner room covered her mouth, enduring the crying sound.

Yan Jie Di supported her father, but her eyes were wide open; she didn't understand why her second brother wanted to do this.

Especially the mother hiding in the kitchen, who would rather hide in the kitchen and cry than come out to persuade.

What happened to this family?

"Second Brother!"

Yan Jie Di shouted with tears in her eyes, "What exactly do you want to do!"

"Woo woo woo~"

She was actually still young, really scared by the situation at home.

At this moment, she was crying, while taking care of her father, and questioning, "Are we still going to spend this New Year?!"

"New Year? Of course we have to spend it!"

Yan Jiefang was like crazy; at this moment, his expression was full of madness, and even the words he said were crazy words in her ears.

"Why not spend it, these dumplings are really delicious~ hmm!"

He stuffed a dumpling into his mouth, said with an aftertaste, "How many years, how many years have we not eaten dumplings openly for the New Year."

After saying this, he turned his head to look at his third younger brother Yan Jiekuang, suddenly showed a smile, and said, "Eat, eat openly, our family is spending the New Year today!"

"..."

Yan Jiekuang, no matter how careless he was, knew that he couldn't use chopsticks at this time.

The chopsticks in his hand were heavier than a scale weight at this moment; he didn't dare to look at his second brother's madness, and even less dared to look at his father's decadence.

It wasn't that he was incapable, but that he couldn't bear it, and didn't want to face the situation where the family was about to fall apart.

"Why not eat? Drink?"

Yan Jiefang smiled "Heh heh", beckoned, and said, "Wine is good, drink wine and you can forget everything, want some?"

Yan Jiekuang kept his head down and didn't speak, silently putting the chopsticks in his hand on the table.

Let alone drinking, he didn't even dare to eat.

"Heh~"

Yan Jiefang saw he didn't drink, poured himself another glass, drank it while looking at the wine glass, and tears flowed from his eye sockets.

"Dumplings with wine, the more you drink, the more you have!"

"Drink this glass of wine, forget the troubles and sorrows... forget the sins suffered before, forget my broken leg, forget..."

His gaze never left the door of the inner room, because the person he wanted to forget was in the room.

"Second~"

Yan Jie Di turned her head and found her mother standing there holding the door frame with tears on her face, hurriedly put down her father and went to help her mother.

"Mom! Are you okay? Mom!"

She shouted one by one, seeing her mother's face like white frost, full of misery, as if she were even crazier than her second brother.

"Second, you want your dad's life."

Hou Qinghua held the door frame with one hand, and was supported by her daughter with one arm, walking into the room, stumbling to the table.

"Mom knows you are bitter in your heart, Mom won't let you suffer~"

She looked at Yan Jiefang supported by her daughter and said, "You send your dad away first, wait for him to die, Mom won't stop you."

"Mom!"

Yan Jie Di looked at her mother in shock, and looked at her father in fear; she didn't know why this family had reached this point today.

Yan Jiekuang finally couldn't bear this depression, stood up silently and walked out.

No one paid attention to him, and he didn't want to disturb anyone in the room, just wanting to go out and get some air, otherwise it was like he was going to suffocate.

Hou Qinghua seemed not to have heard her daughter's call, only pointed at her old partner and said to Yan Jiefang, "Look at him in that state, you say a few more words, you play a few more tricks, maybe he'll pass away."

"We won't treat it, this time we won't treat it."

She said with a face like a fool, "We'll just wait for him to die, he dies, no one will stop you."

Yan Jiefang pinched the wine glass with blue fingers, the belly of his fingers had been pinched flat, the chopsticks in the other hand were trembling, and the madness on his face turned into struggle.

He naturally knew that what his mother said was sarcasm, a persuasion in an extreme situation.

"Mom, my heart... is too bitter."

"Mom knows, Mom knows."

Hou Qinghua looked at her son like a madman, nodded and comforted, "Yes, yes, Mom knows, Mom understands you."

"No, you don't understand."

Yan Jiefang drank another glass of wine, poured it by himself, looked at the wine glass and said, "I have never been happy in my life, everything is cautious, everything has to be fought for, I am too tired."

His tears suddenly fell, choked and said, "Outside, I have to maintain the image of a teacher's child; other people's children can play, but it has to be us, we have to stay in the room and pretend to read and do homework."

"Other people's children can make mistakes, only we, the children of teachers, have to take the top three."

"Outside is fine, it's our incompetence, losing face for the teacher, but at home?"

He was full of resentment, didn't care about the tears falling, stared dead at his father who was sitting silently in the chair, gritted his teeth and questioned, "Do you hate having too many children, and have to put them in a basin and fight to death a few to be happy!"

Slap! ~

Suddenly, just as Yan Jiefang finished speaking, he was slapped by his mother.

After hitting Yan Jiefang, Hou Qinghua was also stunned, then seemed to regret, and warned, "You can't say that about your dad, your brother... it was me... it was me!"

"Heh~"

Yan Jiefang smiled bitterly at his mother, not caring about the pain on his face at all; this could make him feel that he was still alive.

"You think for him so much, has he ever thought about your pain?"

As he spoke, he turned his head to look at his father and said, "Do you really think my mother killed my eldest brother? Didn't you collect that money? In your eyes, money is always more than children..."

"Enough!"

Yan Fugui slapped the Eight Immortals table, but it seemed all his strength was exhausted on this slap.

He looked at his son panting, his head didn't hurt anymore, but his heart was cold.

"Deceiving yourself, right!"

Yan Jiefang wasn't afraid of him, sneered, "You think that money was given to my mother by my sister-in-law, and my mother gave the money to you, so you aren't involved in the cause and effect, right?"

He stared at his father with a gloomy tone and said, "My eldest brother won't forgive you, never."

After speaking, his gaze swept over his tearful mother, and he drank the increasingly bitter wine.

Yan Jie Di was also crying at this moment, sitting on the ground, lying on her mother's lap and crying.

What the second brother said was extreme, but every word was true; if it weren't for her father being stingy with money, why would the brothers and sisters have to calculate against each other since childhood.

At this time, Yan Jiekuang walked back from outside, entered the room silently, hesitated, and put a pile of money on the Eight Immortals table.

This was what he had secretly saved when he participated in those activities outside.

There was gold, there was silver, exchanged for money, just wanting to live a life early.

But now there was no hope for life, the family was about to fall apart, what was the use of this money.

Listening to what the second brother said, he also thought clearly; the eldest brother's death had a lot to do with the tense atmosphere between the parents and brothers at home.

You guard against me eating more, I guard against you taking more; own brothers are more calculating and calculating than friends outside.

Before, he didn't know what the feeling in his heart was; at this moment, he only felt bitter, especially tired.

He took a wine glass from the cabinet, sat beside his second brother, picked up the wine bottle, poured himself a glass, closed his eyes and drank it.

He really wanted to take that money out earlier, even if it wasn't much, it could temporarily slow down the family's contradictions.

Only when the family was about to fall apart did he know that having a home meant having a place to shelter him, and the children of every family were sleeping in the open.

Hou Qinghua just cried, holding her daughter and crying; she said harsh words, not to curse her lover to die, but to ask about her son's intentions.

If you are willing to let your dad die for yourself, then her heart is dead, and life doesn't need to be lived.

But now what she knew was that the bitterness in her son's heart was all silted together; even if he complained about his dad like this, he never thought about being unfilial.

Don't know what to say, she, a woman, still had the strength to pull up a few children.

For more, she had to listen to the master of the house.

Yan Fugui sat there, his fingers clutching the chair armrest tightly, fearing he wouldn't be able to support his body and slide down.

Looking back at the past twenty years, two identities, one teacher, one father, seemed to be quite failed.

As a teacher, he didn't educate his students well, and even had a situation where students managed the teacher.

If teaching is not strict, it's the teacher's laziness.

As a father, he didn't manage his children well, resentment was buried, and he didn't change when he knew he was wrong.

If raising is not teaching, it's the father's fault.

In this life, he really did many wrong things.

"You want to complain about me, even if you hate me."

Yan Fugui opened his mouth with difficulty, his tone carried deep fatigue, "It's all up to you."

He raised his head to look at the inner room again, and looked at Yan Jiefang again, pursed his lips and paused, then said again: "What kind of life you want to live, what kind of road you want to take..."

"It's all up to you."

This was said really difficultly, but the words were still affirmative: "I won't manage it anymore, I won't make things difficult for you, nor will I make things difficult for myself."

The crying in the room gradually weakened, Hou Qinghua hugged her daughter, sitting there with tearful eyes, lifeless.

Yan Jiefang didn't speak anymore, just drank sullen wine, with his younger brother, one glass for you, one glass for me.

"But I have to say one thing first."

Yan Fugui tried to straighten his back, his attitude was cold and said: "To be independent, to be autonomous, you have to show something; decadence and playing drunk can't solve problems."

"You, the same."

He pointed at his younger son and younger daughter, reminding: "As long as you are in this family, you have to contribute; I raised you small, I won't raise you old."

"I also don't count on you to raise me old."

The latter sentence was very sad, but still said, very firmly.

"Alright, that's it. After this New Year, you handle it yourselves; this house has no share for you, and you'll leave after graduation."

"Okay, I'll leave."

Yan Jiefang finished the last dumpling, drank the last glass of wine, nodded happily: "I won't trouble you in the future."

After speaking, he was about to stand up; maybe he drank too much, or his legs were really inconvenient, he almost stumbled.

It was his younger brother Yan Jiekuang who helped him, only then did he not break his head.

"Heh heh~"

Yan Jiefang looked at his younger brother with a pale face amusedly, stood up hard, and patted his hand.

"It's okay, happy today, really happy."

He held his younger brother's hand and said sincerely: "For the first time, for the first time in my life, I drank with you, didn't expect it to be so happy."

After speaking, he let go, turned and entered the inner room; not long after, he rolled up his bedding, carried his clothes bag, and walked out limping.

"Second Brother..."

Yan Jie Di was already standing up at this moment, looking at him blankly, and asked: "Where are you going?"

"Gatehouse, I'm on duty today."

Yan Jiefang couldn't stand still and swayed, but still tried to smile at his sister and said: "Make do for the night, find a house tomorrow."

"Where can I find a house now!"

Yan Jie Di, although young, was also a big girl; she understood everything.

There are few job opportunities in Beijing now, but there are many people, and when there are many people, there are few houses.

Even people with jobs don't necessarily get houses, let alone the penniless second brother.

The money from pasting matchboxes was all used to subsidize the sister-in-law every month; maybe today's dumplings were his last bit of money.

Yan Jiefang had already walked two steps; at this moment, he stood at the door, with his back to his family, looking at the outside of the door with empty eyes, but his mouth was smiling to comfort his sister, saying: "God won't starve the blind sparrow."

After speaking, ignoring his sister's call, he opened the door and walked out of the house resolutely.

Only at the moment of walking out of the house did he truly realize what the concept of home was in his heart; it wasn't just a roof to shelter from the wind and rain.

There were also people he cared about.

"Going to wrap dumplings, what are you doing?"

Sha Zhu saw Li Xuewu holding the child and going out, and greeted him with a smile.

Aunt Liu and Ji Yuxiu and others who followed him also joked with him a few times.

Li Xuewu shook his daughter and explained: "It won't work this year, the family is waiting for us to go back for the New Year, next year."

"Next year will be fine."

Sha Zhu thought along with Li Xuewu's words, muttering: "Next year will be one year old, can crawl, it will definitely be lively when we get together!"

"You just like liveliness."

Li Xuewu didn't let his mother and the others send him off again; he took a turn to the west courtyard; it was really cold outside at this moment.

The snow was still drifting, but there was no wind; if you wore thick clothes, there was really a feeling of comfort.

Talking to Sha Zhu, they walked together to the outside of the hanging flower gate.

Just arrived at the outer courtyard, they saw several boys walking out of the gatehouse, whispering one by one, seemingly dissatisfied.

But seeing Li Xuewu holding the child and coming out, they all stopped talking and went to the outside of the door quietly.

Sha Zhu glanced at the gatehouse, raised his hand to gesture for Li Xuewu to go to the west courtyard, but introduced in a low voice: "Yan Jiefang, broke with his family, moved out to live by himself."

"Living in the gatehouse?"

Li Xuewu didn't mind what Yan Jiefang had to do with his family, but living in the gatehouse wasn't a thing.

Sha Zhu also meant this, curled his lips and said: "Who knows, the First Master won't allow it, that gatehouse is for public use."

"I think Old Yan doesn't dare to have this thought."

He pointedly said: "In order to occupy a place, acting in a play with his son, it's not necessary."

"You think too much."

Li Xuewu saw the people in the side room come out to send him off, waved his hand, and signaled them to go back and continue playing.

Sha Zhu sent him all the way to the west courtyard, and Yu Li also followed out.

What happened to the Yan family, the Li family living opposite could actually know roughly, but Li Xuewu didn't want to say.

In the west courtyard, the campfire was still burning, and the waste garbage that wasn't needed was piled up and burned at this moment.

Grandfather pulled back several heavy wood lumps from the tree pile processed by the garden forest on the street before the New Year.

This thing was too honest, moving was laborious, and burning was also laborious.

Piled up and burned, as long as you watch it well, it can stay hot until tomorrow morning.

Why light a campfire?

Because it's economical and doesn't taboo.

Fireworks and firecrackers aren't allowed to be set off, but lighting a fire to burn firewood is no one's business.

With fire, there is the meaning of red and prosperous, plus it's snowing today, with fire baking, the courtyard isn't cold.

Didn't you see the snow on the ground in the west courtyard is shallower than the big courtyard, it's hot air rolling, forming a warm current.

When Li Xuewu came out, Lao Qi helped drive the car out, making it convenient for him to hold the child and get in the car.

Yu Li finally adored Li Shu who was a bit sleepy, stuffed a small red envelope into her cotton-padded jacket, saying it was New Year's money.

Li Xuewu didn't mind this, smiled and greeted Sha Zhu and the two, and waved to the few people standing at the gate of the outer courtyard, then drove out the door.

Yu Li and Sha Zhu stood in place, watching the command car disappear into the hutong, only then did they withdraw their gaze.

"What did you say to him just now?"

"What? Oh~"

Sha Zhu was stunned by Yu Li's sudden question, then smiled, gestured to the front courtyard direction with his chin, and said: "Third Master's house."

Saying this, he signaled Yu Li to stand by the fire, while baking his body, explaining: "When I went back, I heard their house arguing, later Banggeng learned it, saying Yan Jiefang moved out of the house."

"Banggeng?"

Yu Li raised her eyebrows and asked: "You let him watch?"

"Me? Don't make trouble."

Sha Zhu laughed and said: "I have no relationship with their family, it was Banggeng playing blind man's buff with the children in the courtyard, and heard it unintentionally."

"This child is getting more and more annoying."

Yu Li muttered, then looked at the red flames in the fire, saying: "Life is actually quite impermanent, right."

"How to say this?"

Sha Zhu asked first, then thought about it himself, and nodded: "Who could have thought that I, He Yuzhu, would also have a son."

Seeing him pull the topic to this again, Yu Li glanced at him, curled her lips, and said: "Yeah, you can find a wife even if you look ugly."

"You manage too widely!"

Sha Zhu scolded her dissatisfiedly, then thought about it himself and felt unexpected, smiling foolishly: "Who told us to have fortune."

"Fool has fool's fortune?"

Yu Li teased him, then said: "I'm thinking, if there were other choices at the beginning, what would my life be like."

"You? Isn't it pretty good now~"

Sha Zhu looked at her and asked: "What are you dissatisfied with about yourself now?"

"No, just thinking."

Yu Li squatted down, sat on the wood lump by the fire, hugged her arms, pursed her lips and said: "Thinking about past things."

"Wild imagination."

Sha Zhu saw his sister looking over here from the window of the side room, waved his hand, and then sat down with Yu Li.

"Let's not talk about others for now, just that you didn't divorce, then the current Comrade Ge Shuqin is you."

"Hmm, maybe."

Yu Li rested her chin on her arms; don't know why, she started chatting with Sha Zhu.

When Yushui came over, they were talking about things in the courtyard before.

It was when Yu Li first married over, the courtyard's view of her, and her view of the people in the courtyard.

Yu Li even talked about her impression when she first saw Seeing Sha Zhu, feeling that he was quite dull.

"Your impression is completely correct."

Yushui sat next to her and pouted, saying, "My brother is just dull."

"Go, don't talk about me."

Sha Zhu shook his head, supported his arms on his knees, and said to the two: "I'm at most playful and disrespectful, where is it as unbearable as you say."

"Besides."

He pouted and said, "If I were really dull, could your sister-in-law have taken a fancy to me?"

"Don't pretend to be big!"

Yushui rolled her eyes and said: "If it weren't for... if it weren't for sister-in-law being helpless when she first came to Beijing, could she choose you?"

The pause in her words was very short, but Yu Li had already captured it; she thought Yushui wanted to say Li Xuewu.

When did he become the person this girl wouldn't mention, and what peach blossom debt did he provoke again.

Yushui didn't find Yu Li's change; at this moment, she was fighting with her brother, full of disdain and unconvinced.

Sha Zhu was speechless by her, angrily stood up and walked back.

Yu Li poked Yushui amusedly, and shouted at Sha Zhu's back: "Really angry?"

"No, go wrap dumplings."

Sha Zhu turned his head and warned the two: "Don't play with fire, be careful of wetting the bed."

"Get lost!"

Yu Li had just kindly feared he was really anxious, at this moment she threw a small stone at the other party.

Seeing Seeing Sha Zhu enter the courtyard with a silly grin, she then pouted and said to Yushui, "Look at your brother."

Yushui shrugged her shoulders and said: "Just now you still treated him as a good person."

"Then who do you say is a good person?"

Yu Li suddenly caught Yushui's words, looked at her meaningfully and smiled.

Yushui glanced at her, hurriedly turned her head not to look at her, but felt guilty, emphasizing in her mouth: "What good person, what are you talking about."

"Playing dumb with me?"

Yu Li bumped her with her shoulder, didn't look at her, but kicked the wood debris by her feet into the fire, muttering as if persuading: "Drawing a tiger is easy, drawing bones is hard; knowing people and faces doesn't know hearts; women can't afford to lose, must look for the right person."

Yushui understood her words, silent for a moment, and asked: "What about you? Found the right person?"

"Or..."

She hesitated and looked at Yu Li, and asked again: "You regret it."

"Heh, what regret~"

Yu Li smiled, picked up the small tree branch on the ground and poked into the fire to stir it at will, muttering: "I have always been confused, walking one step at a time, maybe I don't even know right or wrong."

"Look back?"

Yushui stared at her and asked: "Look back, are you glad, or regretful?"

"No, neither."

Yu Li supported her arms on her knees, turned her head to face Yushui, and said: "My first relationship wasn't all cold and disappointed, so I'm not glad."

"As for regret, that's even less; just like your brother said, at least I'm very good now."

"You believe my brother's words~"

Yushui curled her lips speechlessly, folded her right leg and supported her chin with her right hand on her leg.

"Anyway, I see him idle every day, pulling east and west, managing the idle affairs of eight families."

"Heh, he hopes you find a good person to marry early~"

Yu Li looked at her and asked: "What kind of person do you want to find?"

Before Yushui answered, her eyes moved, and she asked: "Or..."

"No, you think too much."

Yushui decisively denied Yu Li's words, and didn't even let her finish.

She knew what Yu Li wanted to say; it would be better not to mention it; if she really said that name, she would be embarrassed.

Yu Li nodded slowly and said: "Actually, I didn't feel anything, you also know... just feel it's a pity."

"Pity what?"

Hearing her say so, Yushui became interested, and asked strangely: "I'm a pity? Or is he a pity?"

"He's a pity for what~ heh~"

Yu Li laughed, glanced at Yushui and said: "You really stick to him, he's too late to pick up cheap, you think he's a good person?"

After speaking, she shook her head and smiled: "I'm pitying you; life can be solemnly chosen; he is destined to be brilliant, but he will also cover up all your hope and light."

"Is that what you think?"

Yushui was probed by her, and also asked back without scruples: "Then what are you and him now..."

"What is it? Lovers, can't even count."

Yu Li smiled and bumped Yushui's shoulder, saying: "If you are with him, maybe he is willing to raise you for a lifetime."

"Forget it, I can raise myself."

Yushui curled her lips, lowered her head and said: "He doesn't like me, even deliberately hiding from me."

"Ghost talk~"

Yu Li laughed: "Only heard that wolves don't eat vegetables, never heard that dogs don't eat... meat."

She spoke a bit tooth-aching, but the meaning was that meaning: "I said, he's not a good person, if a big girl sticks to him, he'll be happy to death."

"Heh~"

Yushui laughed lightly, then shook her head and said: "Really, a few days ago, he threw me in the restaurant alone and went back by himself."

"When? Oh!"

Yu Li frowned slightly, then knew, nodded and said: "Your brother mentioned it, it was the night you didn't go home, right?"

"How many people did my brother tell that I didn't return home at night?!"

Yushui saw Yu Li also say so, frowned and complained dissatisfiedly.

Yu Li hugged her arm amusedly and said: "Your brother is kind, afraid you'll meet bad people."

"But he didn't expect that wolves really have a day of not eating meat."

She teased Yushui, then asked in a low voice: "Do you believe he only has me... that kind of relationship?"

"Heh~"

Yushui didn't answer, but the light laugh with helplessness and mockery had already expressed her heart.

Yu Li also nodded and said: "Just the ones I know are a few, so I said he's not a good person."

"What about Sister Qin?"

Yushui suddenly remembered something, frowned and asked: "Recently it seems they..."

"You also see it?"

Yu Li looked at her unexpectedly, determined in her heart that Yushui had taken a fancy to Li Xuewu, otherwise it was impossible to pay so much attention to him and his relationship.

"Speaking of which, it's a bit funny, but the situation is like this."

She looked at Yushui and paused, explaining: "Maybe one day, my relationship with him will gradually distance, becoming friends or partners... you understand."

"Then... what do you think?"

Yushui looked at her and asked: "Just waiting like this?"

"Otherwise?"

Yu Li looked at her amusedly and said: "The person you like, I chased, will I give up easily?"

"I don't like him."

Yushui saw her say it straightforwardly, still stubbornly emphasized, and asked again: "Aren't you afraid he doesn't want you?"

"Afraid, afraid at any time, but~"

Yu Li said with a smile: "He doesn't belong to me in the first place, I'm the one sticking to him."

"If one day he really doesn't need me, I'll walk away quietly, just watching him be good."

"A bit unfair."

Yushui pursed her lips and said: "I don't like this, and feel disappointed."

"Where does fairness come from, what do you want?"

Yu Li looked at her and asked: "What do you think he can do for me?"

"No, I never asked him to do anything for me, because he has already done enough for me."

"Including Qin Huairu, she is more content."

Yu Li explained to her: "Knowing that going further or entanglement will cause trouble for each other, why make it difficult."

"I always say she is a smart person, never wanting to get Li Xuewu, what she wants she has already gotten."

"Do you think it's unfair to Li Xuewu?"

Yu Li looked at Yushui with a smile, seeing her shake her head, and also shook her head: "He is just this personality, his head is particularly clear."

Speaking of this, she sighed, held Yushui's hand and persuaded: "So I said you should actively stick to him, he will definitely be willing."

"He can raise you, give you a good life and opportunities, but will definitely not give you love."

Yu Li's expression became very serious, reminding Yushui: "There are many little girls who like him, those who stick to him in the club, but those who dare to fantasize, he doesn't touch."

"Do you understand what I mean?"

"He and those little girls...?"

Yushui's brain hole was indeed very powerful, she understood what Yu Li said, but the point was a bit crooked.

Yu Li shook her head amusedly, affirming: "Never, he's bad to death, just teasing those little girls to play."

"Heh~ thought of it."

Yushui curled her lips and said: "His courage is really small."

She thought, she had sent herself to him, and he could still throw her alone in the restaurant, which was enough to prove his small courage.

Yu Li nodded, identifying: "Can be said to be cautious to the extreme, otherwise it wouldn't be Qin Huairu, it's me, right."

"Still a bad rascal with bold color."

Yushui commented on that bastard, then curled her lips and said: "Really not a good person."

"You just know it."

Yu Li smiled and said: "Otherwise I was still thinking, he distanced himself from us, is it because he had a new love, it seems I thought too much."

"You're still afraid of this?"

Yushui curled her lips, looked at Yu Li and said: "Aren't you saying..."

"Yeah, I said follow fate, but it doesn't delay me caring."

Yu Li looked at her and said: "Do you know how long I haven't been with him?"

"Qin Huairu won't say it, I know a few relationships, he has less contact, don't you feel suspicious?"

Very straightforwardly, she said to Yushui: "I dare to guarantee, he absolutely didn't touch the few girls in the club, it's even more impossible in the factory, you should understand this."

"Family is impossible, unit is impossible, I'm impossible, he's too busy outside to have time."

Yu Li asked her amusedly: "What do you say I should think, can only be thinking of you."

"I don't~"

Yushui shook her head and denied Yu Li's guess, curled her lips and said again: "Maybe... it's because he doesn't want to anymore, or can't do it, who knows."

"Heh~ pull~"

Yu Li curled her lips, glanced at Yushui, and said in a low voice: "He... try it and you'll know, scary and powerful."

"Scary~ what are you saying~"

Yushui was embarrassed by her, pushed her and said: "You just talk nonsense."

"Hmm hmm, you just take it as I'm talking nonsense."

Yu Li teased her with a smile: "Don't try it, otherwise you'll be addicted."

"Ah~"

Yushui blushed, wanted to pinch her neck, the two laughed and made trouble, and there was a spring atmosphere by the fire.

The laughter between women will always exceed men's imagination, even a bit excessive.

At a special time, in a special environment, maybe it was said here, both sides wanted to open their hearts to chat, and there were common secrets.

Yu Li knew Yushui's heart and confusion, Yushui also knew Li Xuewu's badness through Yu Li's confession and narrative.

Regarding Yu Li's persuasion and warning, combined with the long talk and contact between the two a while ago, Yushui already had a rough decision in her heart.

Otherwise, she wouldn't have let her brother arrange a blind date, just wanting to end this confused life early.

Just come one, as long as the appearance is okay, the work is okay, the personality is okay, then it's okay.

Good people are cloud good, how can they follow far away.

Old wounds are still not healed, need long days.

Just thinking like this, it's hard to avoid some hidden pain in the heart, only hoping time will dilute everything, including the liking for that person.

Of course, she didn't doubt Yu Li's alarmist talk and ulterior motive persuasion, but facts are facts.

If you ask if Li Xuewu has broken with Qin Huairu and others, will they still be together.

Asking this can only be said that you don't know much about the adult world, or say it's too tangled.

Things about feelings are not too absolute, no one can say whether they will take a fancy to anyone sitting together.

People themselves are not machines, where one is one, two is two, he has ability, and the room for choice is more.

Conversely, Qin Huairu and Yu Li have to be too cautious when making choices.

Yu Li just told her, Qin Huairu is not that she doesn't want to find someone to live with, until now she doesn't mention this matter, it's not Li Xuewu's reason, and it's not her mother-in-law.

It's Qin Huairu thinking about it and not wanting to find it anymore.

Before, life was difficult when she was a worker, naturally hoping for someone to support each other.

But now life is worry-free, work is stable, women who have experienced the trivialities of life, their minds are mature.

It's not that there are no children, why find a grandfather back to serve.

Just for that... where can't be solved, as long as you can see it.

Li Xuewu is good, others are also good, really chose to be single, her own choices are more instead.

Look at Yu Li again, she also said, Li Xuewu never said anything about raising her, and never thought about being with her for a lifetime.

Whether willing to find, when to find, what kind to find, all are in herself.

She doesn't want to find it herself, even if there are no children, she doesn't want to build a family again, chaotic, serving grandfather.

Regarding children, Yu Li frankly said this can't be talked about, warning Yushui this is a point she must be cautious about.

Even Lou Xiaoe, who is in the club and working for Li Xuewu, can't get things, others don't even think about it.

Being together has never been because of love, maybe it's just huddling for warmth in a bitter life, or mutual comfort.

You say this is chaotic relationship, no bottom line, but the adult world has always been like this.

Zhou Xiaobai hopes to get a sweet love, but she is only seventeen.

They can have infinite fantasies at that age, even dreaming.

But Li Xuewu never actively walked into their dreams, and didn't even give a chance.

What is love?

Zhou Xiaobai might say holding hands is love.

But Li Xuewu is very clear about his feelings, his love is more mature, more luxurious, ordinary people can't get it.

Happiness together is not love, always together while having unhappiness and happiness might be love.

Li Xuewu couldn't send happiness and unhappiness to Yushui at the same time, so she knew very well how to choose.

Really together is of course happy, but can only be happy all the time, unhappiness will pierce this relationship, causing complex consequences.

Before preventing this situation from happening, don't think about happiness, directly send unhappiness to her, so that both are relaxed.

What Yu Li told Yushui was what Li Xuewu showed, but Yushui saw, and had not seriously understood the side.

If she really wants to bet on Li Xuewu's tomorrow, according to the girl's identity, she can naturally get more.

For example, promises that Yu Li and others have never received, for example, better resources and opportunities, for example, comfortable life and future.

But the loss will also be more, including the choice of the future, the opportunity to be a mother, even the courage to walk in front of him openly, and family.

Comparing the two, it's clear at a glance.

Wanting to have a pure love is harder than ascending to heaven, especially for the two after adulthood.

Because for adults, love means responsibility and commitment.

Sihe courtyard, gatehouse.

After driving away the few people playing cards, Yan Jiefang spread the bedding on the kang, and the clothes bag was placed in the corner at will.

The fire stove was burning vigorously, the small fire kang didn't dare to spread bedding at this time, it could really be ignited.

The sense of loss from coming out of the house, blown by the cold wind in the gate tunnel, at this moment the wine was on his head, and his head seemed to be clearer.

He didn't know what it felt like to be clearer the more drunk he was, because he had never drunk wine that wasn't mixed with water.

Sitting on the kang, looking at the tools for pasting matchboxes in the corner, thinking in his heart, is it possible that he has to do this for a lifetime?

Dong~

Just as he was confused, the wooden door of the gatehouse was pushed open from the outside.

He tried to lift his head and open his eyes, but felt he was really drunk, and started to have hallucinations.

How could the sister-in-law appear here.

Kuang dang~

The wooden door closed again, the cold wind blew him into a shiver, he shook his head, only then did he see clearly that the sister-in-law Comrade Ge Shuqin was really standing in front of him.

"Sister-in..."

"Aren't you going home?"

Comrade Ge Shuqin held the child in her arms, looking at him seriously and asking.

Yan Jiefang was stunned, determined it was really the sister-in-law, then shook his head and said: "Not going back."

Comrade Ge Shuqin looked at him for a long time, only then asked: "Is it anger, or true ambition?"

"..."

Yan Jiefang was silent for a moment, only then raised his head, looked at her and said seriously: "My leg is crippled, but I'm not a waste."

He said: "No ambition, just want to live a good life, see what I can live into."

Comrade Ge Shuqin looked at him for a long time again, only then opened her mouth: "Pack your things, come with me."

"Where to?" ===== CHAPTER 1016 =====