Chapter 130
During her four years of university, she gradually touched upon the lives of ordinary girls, learned to enjoy a simple campus life, was taken out to play by Ren Lingyu, and was led to experience many emotions that made her very happy. If she could continue to live such a calm and natural life in the future... for her, that would be a beautiful life.
As for love... she had never dared to hope for it. The only time she had a fantasy was... about L, but she had only thought about it that once. Because she had no expectations, she was never disappointed. So even after being raped, even after encountering this... absurd situation of providing sexual services to several men at the same time, she wouldn't collapse, and she wouldn't hold a grudge.
Toward them, she asked for nothing, and she wouldn't take anything from them. So, please, don't ask her for anything either. She really... had nothing to give them.
A handsome, noble man who was like a dragon among men, and a woman who was like a simple, elegant wild flower, just stared at each other silently. One looked at the other as if they were their whole world, hoping for something; the other looked at the breeze blowing across the vast earth.
Ruan Lin learned one thing for the first time—it turned out that he was nothing.
Nothing at all. He desperately searched for his own reflection in her eyes, but... there was nothing. They say people recall their lives quickly before they die, so was he dying now or what? Why, while his eyes were looking at her, did his mind keep flashing through himself—his past domineering, arrogant, rebellious, and self-righteous self...
In the end, in the eyes of the first woman he truly liked, he—was nothing.
She was like a terrifying magic mirror, reflecting all his bad deeds into his heart, completely trampling on his pride—even his anger, in front of her calm face at this moment, could only be a joke.
He had fallen in love with this woman, had embraced this woman countless times, but he never knew that she had always been sitting on the clouds, never looking down at him.
The anger all over his body dissipated unknowingly. Ruan Lin curled his lips in self-mockery, walked to He Lele, reached out, and gently embraced her.
He was finished.
His pride, his self-esteem...
"I'll wait."
"..."
"Wait for the day you accept me."
"..." Pressed against his warm, even somewhat scorching chest, He Lele closed her eyes in pain—don't be like this, don't be like this. She would rather he be angry, she would rather he say sarcastic and biting things to her, she would rather he hurt her body; she wasn't afraid of any of that, but—don't be good to her...
Don't be good to her...
Pushing Ruan Lin away, He Lele turned, opened the door, and walked out, walking quickly toward the restroom.
Leaning against the door of the stall, letting tears flow silently, she didn't know why she was so uncomfortable. She really... didn't know.
After the tears in her chest had run dry, He Lele washed her face and went to Qin Zhixiu's lounge first, but there was no one in the lounge; the filming must have started again. When she returned to Ruan Lin's lounge, she saw that Ruan Lin was not there either, so He Lele picked up her cloth bag and assistant backpack and went to the filming location.
For three scenes in a row, Xiao Sha intentionally NG'd countless times. Everyone knew she was doing it on purpose, but everyone from the director down to the ordinary staff was coaxing her and persuading her.
Zheng Zusheng had no choice but to call Ji Jie, praying that Ji Jie hadn't gone far. Although Ji Jie's main job was just as an agent, as the second-largest shareholder of Muse, in terms of power and influence, who in the entire crew could compare to him?
"Vivian, we've been resting for half an hour. Can we start filming?"
"What's the rush? Don't you see I'm touching up my makeup?"
The production manager looked back at the director's team helplessly, and the director's team just signaled for him to let it go.
Xiao Sha was like the princess of the entire crew, arrogant and domineering in a legitimate and open way. Everyone pampered her, yielded to her, relied on her, and begged her, except...
Two handsome men sitting on lounge chairs, leisurely drinking orange juice and coffee.
Glancing at the two men who treated her as if she didn't exist, Xiao Sha was furious. Xiao Yan was injured and said she wanted to take leave, so she wanted to find another assistant to take over, but the agent's phone was either unreachable or no one answered. Her dad even called and told her to be good recently, and when she asked him what was wrong, he wouldn't say! How could she be in the mood to film?
And that Du Wei! Daring to compete with her for scenes just because she had a bit of looks? Not breaking that little bitch's face was her showing mercy! And that Qin Zhixiu actually dared to stop her!
Glaring hatefully in Qin Zhixiu's direction, she happened to see Qin Zhixiu, who was usually indifferent to everyone, actually smiling at the woman who was handing him water—
Such a beautiful face...
A beautiful face that made it impossible to feel jealous—yet it was blooming for other women? Xiao Sha looked jealously at the woman who was handing water to Qin Zhixiu. Ruan Lin's assistant?
That woman who had been slapped by Xiao Yan and had her phone smashed, yet didn't dare to make a sound?
Hmph!
Under the watchful eyes of everyone, Xiao Sha walked straight behind He Lele and stood still, planning that as soon as He Lele turned around, she would definitely bump into her by accident, and then she would immediately make He Lele pay!
He Lele, who was pouring water onto a towel, didn't hear Xiao Sha's footsteps, but... as the familiar palpitations continued to intensify, she knew that she had once again become the focus of everyone's attention.
Slowly turning around, Xiao Sha's beautiful, angry little face was right behind her.
"Lele, come here," Ruan Lin called out at the right time.
Seeing He Lele nod to her and prepare to leave, a trace of annoyance flashed across Xiao Sha's little face, and her foot, wearing a high heel, subconsciously reached out—
Writer's Note:
I'll be quite busy until the Mid-Autumn Festival~~ *sobbing*~~ I thought changing to a new job would be more relaxed~~ But as soon as I arrived, I hit the busiest time...
Thank you girls for following Jiangshan all this time~~ After this half-month is over, I will have a good explosion of updates!! Love you all!!
Because it takes a while to organize the gift box, and it's a bit late now~~ I'll just post the chapter today~~ I'll thank everyone tomorrow!! I'm really grateful to the girls for always loving and protecting Jiangshan so much~~ I'm really, really grateful for everyone's kindness to Jiangshan~~
End of Chapter
