Chapter 268

No!

"Happy, accept me, I need you." Stroking her hair, Li Yiquan pleaded gently and affectionately.

"No, no!" He Le struggled desperately to break free from his embrace, her body hitting the lake railing behind her due to inertia, making her little face wrinkle in pain.

"Happy!"

"Don't come over!" He Le grabbed the cold metal railing, her eyes looking around the ground in confusion. L, he, he said, he said he wanted—no, she heard wrong! It wouldn't be! It wouldn't be! "I, I’ll go first."

"Lele!" A trace of anger, intertwined with sadness and helplessness, erupted for only a moment before turning into deep, loving doting, "How long are you going to keep running away from me?"

"I—"

"Even if I can't compare to all of them, can I not even compare to one?"

"No, it's not! L…" I beg you, don't say such things in such a sad tone!

"Then why… do you want to leave me alone?"

"L!" Intense heartache swept through her whole body, hurting so much she could barely stand. Leave him alone? No, no! She didn't want to leave him, she wanted him to obtain complete and pure happiness! "Because…"

Because she loved him! She didn't want him to embrace a soul that had already rotted to the bone! She didn't want him to waste his life on a woman destined to be loathed by him in the end! She didn't want his bright life to leave filthy traces because of her!

She didn't want to!

Her heart hurt too much to say complete words. L, how can she make you understand…

Seeing the woman he loved crying silently in front of him, Li Yiquan's heart and soul trembled, but he couldn't take a step forward.

She still didn't want him.

For the first time, he felt he was so small. He was just a tiny grain in the world, yet he had once disregarded the most inviolable love in the world.

Love, to him, had once been such a hollow word, hollowly just a printed character. Having seen countless fathers and sons, mothers and daughters, husbands and wives, lovers, and close relatives turn their eyes blood-red in the face of interests, he really only felt that the word "love" was a joke humans played on themselves.

Therefore, for three years, although he was curious about her, although he was moved by her singing and her words, although he had long let her live in his heart, he never felt it was "love" and never thought about touching her.

Until, she appeared in the crowd just like that.

Looking up slightly in his direction, she was as quiet as a flower painting exuding fragrance.

Her singing, her smile, her tears, her bitten red lips, her pure eyes when happy, her stubbornness when sad, her firm and fearless posture when protecting others…

Seeing the living her, he knew what kind of three years he had missed.

The feelings that had accumulated for three years had fermented into a behemoth before he discovered it, without giving him any chance to suppress or remove it, leaving him only able to accept it with a bitter yet sweet smile.

Accepting the genuine joy and satisfaction in his heart, the happiness that felt like he possessed the whole world whenever he thought of her or heard her voice.

And then… the end of the world arrived.

From anxious confusion to madness after knowing everything, he used all his self-control to avoid attacking everything he could attack!

He, with his own hands, pushed her into hell.

……Should he die to apologize?

But he wanted to guard her, make it up to her, and watch her day and night even more. Yet she… had already been shamelessly trapped in the abyss by that group of scum.

Even more tragically, in the battlefield of fighting for her, he was simply not the opponent of that group of scum, and even… didn't have a chance to surrender.

It seemed that his only comfort, his only reliance, his only confidence, was "patience."

"I'm sorry, I clearly said I wouldn't make things difficult for you. Heh…" Taking out a handkerchief, Li Yiquan paused slightly before stepping forward to gently wipe her tears, "It doesn't matter if you don't want to accept me now, I’ll wait."

Li Yiquan's gentleness made He Le's tears flow even more, but his word "wait" hit her like a thunderbolt.

No! It’s not allowed!

She couldn't ruin his life! She was already rotten, decayed, and hopeless. She couldn't let him be stained by her filth again!

She, she should, should… disappear! Yes! Disappear!

Go far away! If he couldn't see or hear, he would forget her! Someone like her shouldn't exist in his memory at all!

Pushing Li Yiquan away again.

"Don't follow me." Lowering her head, He Le said mechanically.

Turning around and walking out of the park, she got into a taxi and unconsciously spat out a place name. Two hours later, He Le emptied all the cash in her wallet to barely pay the fare.

Watching the taxi gradually move away, He Le chuckled softly.

He Le, are you a pig? Taking a taxi to play hide-and-seek?

×Yuan? Looking up at the road sign, why did she let the driver drive here? Thinking carefully, the only impression she had of this place seemed to be that Lingyu had said the mountain and water cold noodles here were good. Counting the coins in her pocket, it should be enough for a bowl, so then…

The few small snack shops at the foot of the mountain usually did business for tourists, but it was winter and a workday, so the few sparse shops only had one still selling cold noodles and sweet potatoes.

"Landlady, excuse me for asking, is there an ATM nearby?" He Le asked while eating cold noodles.

"That would be in town!"

"Uh, can you tell me how to get—"

"A bowl of cold noodles." A voice as low as a dragon's chant suddenly sounded beside He Le.

Author's Note:

L's inner journey~~ Speaking of which, some professions are like this~~ exposed to the dark side too much~~ will be full of disappointment in humanity~~

Comrade L~~ Actually, his most tragic point is~~ meeting a firm NP mother-in-law like me~~

☆, (10 Fresh Coins) Chapter 299: Don't Hurt Feelings

Shentu Mo.

After watching him quietly for a few seconds, He Le continued to lower her head and eat the cold noodles.

For the first time, facing this man who was like a dark emperor alone, she didn't have the slightest fear. Her heart lake was as calm as a pool of stagnant water.

L… she called out softly in her heart, and the deep lake bottom trembled slightly, but before that tremor could ripple on the surface, it was suppressed to death by her, not allowing it to bring out the ugliness in the bottom of her heart.

Staying away from him was the thing she should do most. As for the rest, she shouldn't think about anything!

"Here, boss, your cold noodles." The small shop landlady served the cold noodles, looked at the appearance of the two, and asked casually, "Are you two together?"

Shentu Mo looked at the clear, indifferent little face beside him without answering.

When he saw her and Li Yiquan enter the park, he got out of the car to eat. After finishing his meal and preparing to drive back to the apartment, he saw her get into a taxi alone. He thought she would return to the apartment, but following her all the way, he found that she was indeed very elegant. At this time of year, taking a two-hour taxi ride to the suburbs to eat cold noodles outside a small scenic spot.

Seeing that neither of them answered, the landlady just assumed they were a young couple having a spat. So, after admiring Shentu Mo's handsome appearance, she turned back to sit on her chair and knit a sweater, looking at the two curiously while knitting.

Staring at the black cold noodles on the table for a long time, Shentu Mo finally picked up the plastic spoon.

He rarely consumed food outside of meal times, but during this period, he had already done many abnormal things, so one more didn't matter.

He was interested in this little woman beside him, and even more interested in sex. He had hundreds of ways to force her to submit and obey, but when he really wanted to choose one to use, he didn't want to choose any of them.

A woman whom he could play in the palm of his hand as long as he wanted, yet he had been slow to make any move.

What does this mean?

After finishing the cold noodles in the bowl, He Le put down the spoon and looked at Shentu Mo coldly, without saying a word.

After a while, seeing Shentu Mo eating the cold noodles unhurriedly, He Le opened her mouth expressionlessly, "Am I some kind of famous vessel?"

"*Cough cough*…" A mouthful of cold noodles choked into his trachea, causing Shentu Mo to cough violently.

"If not, why would a man like you be interested in me?" In the apartment, "convenient to use" was the best explanation, but after she left the apartment, why did he keep looking for trouble with her time and time again?

Why? Shentu Mo looked back at her. He didn't need to explain to anyone what he wanted to do.

"Because I didn't fall under your suit pants? Because my refusal challenged your self-esteem as a proud son of heaven?"

"……"

"Shentu Mo, please tell me, what exactly do you want to get from me? And what should I do to make you disappear from my sight completely?"

A dangerous sharp light flashed across the man's black eyes, but he still didn't utter a word.

"Oh my, little girl, arguing is arguing, don't say harsh words and hurt feelings. Look, he doesn't even speak and lets you scold him, so just calm down. Such a handsome young man, if you scold him away, it won't be easy to find another."

He Le: "……"

Shentu Mo: "……"

Following Shentu Mo into his car, looking at the scenery outside the window that she hadn't noticed when she came, He Le blinked her eyes slowly, as if she had lost interest in anyone or anything.

"Thank you." Thanking him, getting out of the car, and walking slowly toward the exit of the garage, He Le walked out of Shentu Mo's field of vision just like that.

Whether he followed her, what he wanted to do, why he was interested in her… she didn't care.

At most, it was just being held by him. Why did she have to ask so much, think so much, and fear so much?

Therefore, when Shentu Mo twisted open her bedroom door and raised his hand to take off his glasses, she watched him approach without moving, letting him bite tooth marks on her body, and letting herself tremble and scream under him due to the intense sex.

She had to constantly remind herself what kind of life she had chosen! She couldn't regret it! And she couldn't let L have the possibility of regret!

Her fingertips brushed over her little face, flushed from the lovemaking. Her eyes, immersed in climax, were sexily blurred, and her little mouth, sucked red and dripping by him, opened and closed slightly, panting and spitting out warm breezes. She was indeed not some stunning beauty, but… extremely pleasing to the eye.