Chapter 349
He Lele knew Qingya was concerned about her, so she didn't want to deliberately cover anything up. "He is a good man, but I can't give him happiness, so, it can only be like this."
Rong Qingya sighed with some regret. "No matter what, as long as Sister Lele feels happy."
He Lele curled her lips and put away the phone.
Happiness...
She was becoming less and less sure whether she was fortunate or unfortunate.
That day, just as she was immersed in her anger and hatred toward Cui Yaran, and was about to accuse Cui Yaran of her actions with the most vicious language, L appeared abruptly.
She felt as if she could see her own pathetic and crazy reflection in his eyes!
She instantly withdrew the curses and accusations that were about to slip out of her mouth. She didn't want him to see her in such a pathetic and ugly state!
The kind-hearted Qingya noticed the strangeness between her and L and made an excuse to go to the restroom, leaving space for them. But Qingya didn't know that at that time, the person she least wanted to face was him.
"This weekend... are you still going to practice swords?"
As soon as his gentle and affectionate words reached her ears, tears gushed from her throat to her nose and eye sockets uncontrollably. Turning her head to the side and blinking to evaporate the thin tears in her eyes, she tried hard to look calm and indifferent.
She shook her head. "I've already told Aunt Zeng, I... won't go again in the future." After a slight pause, she added, "I've found someone else who is more convenient to teach me."
"... Is that so?" L smiled miserably at the time, a smile that made her heart feel like it was entangled by thorns, and it would bleed if it tightened just a little bit.
She gritted her teeth and tightened the thorns herself. "Ruan Lin has studied ancient martial arts since childhood and is very good at both swords and blades."
"... That's good."
She looked at him in surprise. She never expected that after hearing her words, he would smile and say "good"!
"If you have time, you still need to exercise more; your health is the most important thing. If you practice swords, don't be too eager for success, take it slow."
"..." She had no face to face him. Embarrassment and guilt made her anxious. "L... let me go, let me go, I beg you..."
He stroked her hair, and after a while, placed the rosebud in front of her.
"Giving up before exhausting everything, running away before trying the limit, I will regret it for the rest of my life." L kissed her forehead. "A flower bud, even without roots or stems, will try its best to bloom as long as there is some water to nourish it. I can't... be worse than a flower, right? After all, you might be the only woman I will ever love in this life, what if God doesn't give me a second chance?"
Before leaving, L leaned into her ear. "Also, you still owe me a make-up exam."
L...
He always knew how to pull her out of the lows, and he always gave her things she couldn't refuse!
L, if he had been earlier...
He Lele shuddered violently and shook her head fiercely. Stepping onto the bridge of "if only" would only lead to pain and regret. Time would not flow backward, and what had already happened could not be erased into a blank space. The ideal world created by "if only" never existed. What she possessed, what she must face, was only the present!
Withdrawing her memories, He Lele got off the bus, hailed a taxi, and returned to the apartment.
A familiar small car was parked in front of the apartment's iron gate, and He Lele walked over suspiciously.
"Lingyu? Why are you here?"
"Lele."
Walking side by side in the forest full of fallen leaves, He Lele looked at the sunlight cut into pieces in the forest, turned her head to look at Ren Lingyu, and picked a small piece of residual leaf from her hair.
"Lele, I'm sorry."
"... Hmm." He Lele responded lightly.
No extra explanation needed, no polite formalities at all. One knew they had done something wrong and apologized sincerely; the other understood the other party had no malice and accepted it frankly.
Friends, good friends, are not together because of each other's goodness. Being together, and being able to stay together, is just because I like all your advantages, just as you like mine, and I accept all your shortcomings, just as you accept mine.
"But, can you really not give Master a chance?"
Author's Note:
Came home too late~~
L has been doing a very difficult thing, doing what he wants to do without making Lele uncomfortable~~~ Sigh~~
Thinking of a song
Song Title: Hard to Describe in a Word
Singer: Zhang Yu
Lyrics: Shiyilang
Arrangement: Tu Huiyuan
End of Chapter
