Chapter 530: Grand Finale 10: Forgiveness? No, Everyone Must Die (2 more)
When she "became mortal", the Supreme Simplicity Divine Form fell into sleep, which is equivalent to triggering world destruction.
No matter what Old Gu and the others do, the result of world destruction will not change.
The only difference is between premature world destruction and timely world destruction.
Now, she is not unwilling to destroy the world, but she must remove herself from it.
But the myriad heavens, myriad spirits, chaos, and all living beings all derive from her "body".
Just like her Little Li, their "bloodline connection" is an established fact that cannot be changed.
Therefore, the only thing she can do seems to be to avoid their influence and restore order as much as possible.
"Really unwilling."
Shen Qingli is unwilling from the bottom of her heart.
Even after shedding the Supreme Simplicity Divine Form, she no longer feels that pervasive malice.
Actually, her mood has improved quite a bit, but that doesn't mean she has forgotten.
Actually——
In her view.
She and Little Hope are equivalent to her present self and her past self.
Her present self, having a lover, children, and family, reignites hope for the world.
But that does not mean her present self can replace her past self, nor that the Little Hope who would regain the Supreme Simplicity Divine Form and still suffer malice can forgive the world, forgive all malice.
"So, I won't take this path either."
Shen Qingli wants to live, but she does not want to bring the Thirty-Three Heavens and Chaos along to survive.
Even though she knows there are truly innocent living beings among them.
But she truly cannot, for these—those who never gave her any help when she was hurt—choose to forgive the world's malice toward her.
Say she is narrow-minded, that's fine.
Say she is selfish, that's fine.
She is unwilling.
Now——
She "watched" the Di Jin of the Primordial One Qi period, sensing his emotional changes.
And the Di Jin of the Primordial Beginning period not only lacked emotion, but even lacked feeling.
Until he saw her?
He began to have emotions, wanting to follow her.
Until he knew that yin-yang living beings could interact and reproduce.
He began to be curious, to study.
Then he wanted to be with her.
……
Shen Qingli, who almost couldn't bear to "watch", felt as if she were reading a mushy, long love letter.
She couldn't help but suspect that this guy's proposal mainly aimed at confession.
But she still went on reading; at first she only felt embarrassed, also with a hint of sweetness.
Later, through his blunt emotions and thoughts that made her blush, she suddenly realized that this was also the process of a person developing the Seven Emotions and Six Desires.
Because of having the Seven Emotions and Six Desires.
So he became a person.
Not the emotionless Primordial anymore.
But.
She seems the opposite.
At the moment she "awoke", she possessed emotions, feeling the distress of chaos—that distress was not hers, but chaos's.
Thus she tried to clear a space of clarity in the chaos, and thus she noticed that patch of clarity felt comfortable;
Thus she wanted the whole chaos to be comfortable, and so there came to be more and more clarity bodies;
However, the clarity felt lonely.
Thus there appeared beings similar to her;
Thus beings gave rise to more beings, increasing in number;
……
She continually "bestowed" and "perfected" outward.
Because she naturally could feel their distress.
But the endless "giving" ultimately yielded malice.
Thus she grew weary; now, what she should do seems to be to sever everything and let herself become the Primordial Beginning?
No.
She could not possibly lose the Seven Emotions and Six Desires because of those irrelevant people, and then not love her lover, not cherish her little ones, abandon her kin.
This path……
She is also unwilling.
They are even less deserving!
But are there any other paths?
Shen Qingli poured her heart out, asking what path she was willing to take: to live, no longer living as a Primordial God, yet still possessing the Primordial God's power, because she must protect every one of her loved ones.
This is what is called——
Wanting both, and even more!
She wants everyone who ever directed malice at her to go die.
Forgive?
Not only not.
Also want revenge.
Evil!
Vivid evil.
It made her think of the hell of the Three Pure World.
Such a hell ought to become mainstream.
"Thought of it!"
Shen Qingli snapped her eyes open.
"Ah ya~"
Xiao Xiao Li suddenly woke up.
He rubbed his big eyes, dazedly looking at Mommy.
Shen Qingli had already picked him up and gave him a fierce kiss.
"Click~"
Xiao Xiao Li shyly dug into Shen Qingli's neck crook.
Shen Qingli gently stroked his back, but her eyes were bright! very bright.
If order cannot be repaired, better to break and then establish!
She wants to project everything she accomplished in the Divine Realm onto Chaos and the Myriad Heavens.
However, this needs to start from the source.
Tracing the source is difficult.
Especially the world's order is already chaotic and collapsed.
But there is another way, starting from her (Wei Xi)'s memory.
After order is reorganized.
What she wants is to live, still be strong, and also let the old order and those who live off the old order, and also those old fogeys who once bore her the greatest malice, all lose the divine power gained from understanding and mastering order.
"Very good!"
The more Shen Qingli thought, the more satisfied she became.
"Ah ya~"
Xiao Xiao Li also followed her in being happy.
Even if he doesn't know what Mommy is happy about.
But still, he's happy~
"Mommy won't be going back for a while; I need Xiao Xiao Li to stay with me a bit longer, just like before, okay?"
"Ah!" Xiao Xiao Li had no reason to refuse; as long as he could be with Mommy, he'd be happy anyway~
Shen Qingli could also feel his affection, her heart feeling immensely pleased for a moment; she just needs to get through this stage!
After this, she will be able to safely and happily stay with the little ones, A Jin, and her parents, uncle, older brothers, ancestors, and fellow sect sisters and brothers forever—long and long.
However, when she does this, she needs A Jin to cooperate and adjust in reality, something they never communicated before, and also cannot find another chance to discuss in detail.
Once they link up, the Taiyi Godly Form will immediately return to her body, and the Taichu Godly Form will immediately return to A Jin's body.
Although they match each other and voluntarily bestow their own divine forms upon each other, they cannot replace each other, so when they each touch back to their own divine forms, the exchange will cease.
Merging again might not be impossible, but it may not go so smoothly.
Shen Qingli touched her forehead; that little Jinjin had already merged with her sea of consciousness and cannot be taken out.
Trying again, perhaps there is no second one to be found…
So, "We can only try, and perhaps we can also inform him through this tiny remnant of breath from A Jin's 'memory depths' to cooperate with me."
"Huh?" Xiao Xiao Li didn't understand.
Shen Qingli kissed his little head, "Not telling you."
"Ah ya~" Xiao Xiao Li also rubbed against Mommy.
Afterwards, Shen Qingli, with the child placed on her lap, entered closed-door cultivation again.
Next, "Boom!"
Chaos and the Myriad Heavens, shattered.
It was no coincidence; it was Di Jin who did it.
End of Chapter
