Chapter 358

In the end, the conclusion reached was still 337, the very first one.

Ren Amamiya's gaze fixed on Kaguya Sigong, who was darting around in guilt.

"The only answer is that it's just me and Fujiwara."

"But I'm certain it absolutely cannot be Fujiwara!"

This gave Kaguya Sigong something to latch onto.

"Classmate Ren Amamiya, why do you say it cannot be Fujiwara?"

This remark made Ren Amamiya look at Kaguya Sigong even more strangely.

"Because I know very well the relationship between you and Fujiwara in the story."

"Although Fujiwara often easily affects your state of mind and frequently causes your brain to shut down, it is not caused by her alone, but rather through interaction with another person that you were greatly affected."

"Now, the person interacting with Fujiwara has become me."

"And you were affected by it... Actually, I wanted to play dumb too, but I'm really not good at acting."

Oh well, I forgot about that!

Kaguya Sigong's eyes went black instantly.

She didn't know how she had behaved in the story, but she had never shown that kind of reaction before Bai Yin in the past.

Yet who would have known that kind of reaction would be replicated right before Classmate Ren Amamiya.

No wonder he reacted immediately.

"I..."

At this moment, Kaguya Sigong was truly shut down, like a jammed typewriter, able only to type out one character over and over.

Seeing this, Ren Amamiya also knew this was his problem.

Although he really didn't know what kind of behavior melted the ice on Kaguya Sigong's shell, the current situation seemed to be exactly that.

Ren Amamiya stepped forward and came before Kaguya Sigong.

"Kaguya, let's talk about this issue,"

Facing Ren Amamiya's sincere invitation, Kaguya Sigong, no matter how shut down she was, finally had a reaction.

"Mm."

The two found seats in the room and sat facing each other.

For a moment, the two sitting opposite each other could not speak.

"Kaguya, how did you fall in love with me?"

"Eh?"

Kaguya Sigong's emotions, which had just stabilized, and the temperature on her face began to rise once again.

"Calm down first; I'm just a bit curious."

"I personally do not have a very good evaluation of myself; this is probably due to my past life and the sixteen years of life in this one."

Ren Amamiya first stabilized Kaguya Sigong's emotions, then began to talk about his own matters.

"In my past life, I was just a very ordinary ordinary person; whether in looks or height, I should have been at the level of an ordinary person."

"My mother often said I was very cute when I was little and even took wedding photos of me back then, but I myself couldn't see where the cuteness was."

"In middle school, high school, and university, I belonged to the type that was easy to bully, so I wouldn't go looking for trouble unless the person being bullied was me."

"After graduating from university and entering society, I had no so-called special skill; I was someone who couldn't study well and whose abilities weren't up to par, plus I didn't like to talk."

"At that time, society had almost no place for introverts like me, so I stayed at home."

"Although I stayed at home, during those years on the path of learning, I still developed the hobby of writing wish-fulfillment novels in school."

"I thought, why not just write novels?"

"And then I continued walking down this path."

Ren Amamiya couldn't help but miss his former self.

Kaguya Sigong also listened carefully; this was the first time Ren Amamiya spoke about his past life.

"The first time I received payment for something I wrote, I was truly happy."

"However, because I was always writing things I liked, the audience was actually not very large."

"And because I continued walking down this path, my time contacting the outside world became even less."

"I can't remember exactly when I died in my previous life."

"Perhaps it's because the dead don't know whether they are truly dead."

"But when alive, one knows very clearly."

"When I opened my eyes, I already had self-awareness, and I had already felt the cold, even realizing that I was an infant."

That was truly a strange cognition and feeling; Ren Amamiya still feels it is truly strange now, yet equally helpless.

"The feelings of panic and helplessness made me very uncomfortable; whatever sound I made would turn into wailing cries."

"Until I could no longer make sound, having to accept that I was a newborn infant."

"Raised by a welfare institution, I remember everything."

"Starting at age ten, the welfare institution closed down; from age eleven, I started working in places between what was allowed and what was not, looking for bosses who would sympathize with children."

"I should say, my luck was not bad; I always received special treatment."

"Perhaps that countryside village was not an unsettled place."

"After I earned some money, I started renting a room in that countryside area, living, working, and studying all at once."

"Although my studies were still not very good, I had some foundation from before, so I could catch up and cope with the subjects of that stage."

"This kind of life lasted until age fifteen, the year I received the diary."

"An ordinary me began to come into contact with an extraordinary world."

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