Chapter 153
Gao Yao's excitement clearly hadn't passed.
He set up a banquet on the ground and was eating with Yi Xiaochuan on the floor.
"Taste this, my secret recipe Gao-style braised pork!"
"No... I should change the name! Call it Zhao-style braised pork!"
"Hahahahaha!"
Gao Yao was still immersed in the joy of being bestowed the name Zhao Gao.
While putting food for Yi Xiaochuan, he took the initiative to raise his glass for a toast.
But Yi Xiaochuan still couldn't get into the mood.
He raised his glass and clinked it lightly.
"We must drink until we're drunk today!"
"Another cup?"
"Another cup?"
Yi Xiaochuan said nothing, silently drinking cup after cup with Gao Yao.
And as time passed.
Clearly, both of their figures began to sway slightly.
Although the wine of the Qin Dynasty was not as strong as modern wine.
But in his excitement, Gao Yao drank a lot!
And taking advantage of the wine.
Gao Yao, with a red face, swayed and smiled as he said.
"Xiaochuan! Do you remember, there was one time you quarreled with Gao Lan!"
"Gao Lan didn't see you for three days! She didn't even eat, which made me so anxious!"
"She said... don't go find you for these two days! Then she would win!"
"Hahahahaha!"
While laughing and talking.
Gao Yao raised his glass again.
Constantly bringing up interesting things from the past.
And this was also after Gao Yao came to the Qin Dynasty.
The first time he drank so happily, and talked so happily about things that happened before!
"Drink more... drink another cup!"
Gao Yao smiled and handed the poured wine glass to Yi Xiaochuan!
But at this time.
Yi Xiaochuan, who was supporting his head, did not reach out to take it.
He was silent for a few seconds.
"I don't want to drink this wine!!"
Instantly!
Yi Xiaochuan stood up abruptly! He pushed away the wine glass in Gao Yao's hand! And shouted at him!
"I don't want to drink at all today, do you know that!!"
Yi Xiaochuan, who could no longer suppress his emotions, stood up.
He hysterically shouted at Gao Yao, who had been pushed to the ground.
"You became Zhao Gao today! You're very happy, right?!"
"I'm not happy!!"
"Do you still remember that you are Gao Lan's brother?!"
"The two of us came to the Great Qin! Became a pair of brothers in trouble! Wandering the world! Thinking that one day we could return to the modern era!"
"But you forgot! You forgot everything!"
Yi Xiaochuan roared angrily, the veins on his neck showing!
He looked at Gao Yao before him with disappointment and disgust! His emotions became increasingly agitated!
"What are you thinking about all day long now?!"
"You are always thinking! I want to hold power over the world! You are always thinking I want to climb up step by step!!"
"I'm scared! I'm scared that one day my friend will become! Become that Zhao Gao!!"
Instantly!
The entire courtyard was silent!
And countless viewers in the live broadcast room were frowning as they watched Yi Xiaochuan's emotional outburst!
An outburst without warning!
But it was also the release of emotions that had been suppressed for a whole day!
He was still doubting Gao Yao, he was still thinking about every problem from his own perspective!
Similarly!
He had never empathized with Gao Yao and thought for him!
Looking at the red-faced, hysterical Yi Xiaochuan before him.
Gao Yao seemed to have sobered up a bit.
There was an indelible disappointment in his eyes.
And at this moment!
He finally saw through Yi Xiaochuan's so-called brotherly friendship for him!
All along.
I'm afraid only Gao Yao himself was wishfully thinking of Yi Xiaochuan as a soulmate!
And Yi Xiaochuan... had been guarding against him from the beginning to the end! Ignoring the anger and humiliation in his heart! Lightly ordering him to let go of his hatred!
What Yi Xiaochuan cared about more was his own hypocritical Saint Mother heart!
Yi Xiaochuan had never cared about his feelings! Nor had he ever cared about Gao Lan's feelings! Or even Xiaoyue's feelings!
At this moment.
Gao Yao, who seemed to see everything clearly in this instant.
With endless disappointment and the pain of being betrayed, he looked at Yi Xiaochuan with red eyes.
He slowly raised his thumb, his lips trembling, and said in a deep voice, word by word.
"You're amazing... you're noble!"
"Can you scold me now?!"
"Great, you're amazing! You brought me here, have you ever thought about taking me back?!"
Gao Yao's emotions became increasingly agitated, his trembling finger pointing at Yi Xiaochuan.
"Let me tell you, I don't want to go back!"
"Do you know what kind of bullying I've suffered here?!"
"Do you know what kind of bullying I've suffered?!"
"Just because I have no money and no power!"
Speaking of this, Gao Yao's voice seemed to carry a trace of desperate crying, with a cracked tone, and hoarse.
"I'm incomplete!"
"I'm a damn useless person!"
"You're really amazing!"
"Everyone loves you!!"
"What a damn place! Damn place!! Damn place!!!"
Accompanied by hysteria!
Gao Yao turned around and stepped heavily onto the stairs step by step! Every step carried the venting of endless resentment and humiliation! It also carried a gnashing-of-teeth determination!
"I just want to climb step by step! Step by step!! Step by step to the highest point!!!"
"I want to be Zhao Gao!!!"
Standing at the highest point.
Accompanied by a roar like a vow!
Gao Yao pointed straight at the sky! His eyes looked at Yi Xiaochuan! Incredibly determined!
The resentment, grievance, and misery accumulated in the deepest part of his heart also erupted at this moment!
With tears in his eyes, Gao Yao cried hoarsely.
"I don't want people to bully me anymore..."
"I can't take it anymore..."
"I don't want others to bully me.....!"
"I want to be Zhao Gao!"
"I want to be a... I want to be the highest Zhao Gao! The Zhao Gao who is below one person but above ten thousand!!"
By the end.
Gao Yao collapsed helplessly to the ground, crying hysterically.
At this moment.
The most fragile part of Gao Yao's heart was completely exposed.
He was aggrieved! He felt deeply helpless!
This man-eating Qin Dynasty only brought him oppression and pain! Everyone was bullying him! Everyone was watching coldly!
No one lent a helping hand! And no one sympathized with his encounter!
Even Yi Xiaochuan!
And this was the most painful and desperate point for Gao Yao!
In his crying.
It carried Gao Yao's endless loneliness!
— Author's Notes —
· ····Seeking flowers····· ·····
End of Chapter
