Chapter 66
At this moment, Gu Die had no spirit left.
"I have nothing to talk to you about."
Liuli replied.
Zihan silently pulled Yu Ke to Gu Qing's side, and the three of them hid in the room to let Liuli and Gu Die talk properly.
"Will you forgive me?"
"What do I have to forgive you for? You just made your own choice, you're not wrong."
"Liuli..."
"Let's divorce." Liuli looked at Gu Die, "You and Feng Wei should have been together, I just married you inexplicably."
Gu Die hugged her, but was pushed away by her.
"Let's divorce..."
"Can you not bring up divorce?"
"I don't want to talk anymore, I will pay back what I owe the Gu family, but we two are not suitable."
"I won't divorce."
"You don't love me, why won't you let me go?"
He hugged her into his arms again.
"Don't go, don't leave me..."
"Let go."
No matter how she pushed, she couldn't push him away.
"The thing I regret most is marrying you."
Liuli said coldly.
She had only been impulsive before, wanting to save her grandmother, so she agreed to him.
If she had gone to Cheng Li, things wouldn't be like this. Owe Cheng Li, it's better than owing the Gu family.
But now it's too late to say anything.
"Let's divorce, I beg you."
She really wanted to divorce. She couldn't understand, since he had already chosen Feng Wei, why wouldn't he let her go.
"We signed an agreement, three months, it hasn't arrived yet."
Three months, she didn't want to wait even a day.
If he let her go earlier, she could take her heart back from him earlier, otherwise she would only sink deeper and deeper.
Her reason told her she couldn't love someone who didn't love her.
"Three months, the time is too long."
Three months, she didn't want to stay even for that long?
Gu Die only felt his heart was a bit cold, but he chose Feng Wei, which would indeed cause a knot in her heart.
"You can leave if you want." Gu Die let her go, "Leave a child for me, and you can leave."
But she didn't want to give birth to his child at all now, no matter how he forced her, it wouldn't work.
Give birth to a child for someone who doesn't love her, could she bear to leave? If she left, what about the child?
She was now considering the child too. Before, she had no concept of children, but if she had a child, she had to be responsible for the child.
Moreover, if she gave birth to a child, it couldn't be given to the Gu family, the child would become her burden.
"I don't want to have a child with you, Gu Die, let me go."
"Chu Liuli, I won't let you leave."
"Then I'll just die."
When Liuli spoke, there was no light in her eyes at all.
"If you die, I will accompany you."
Gu Die looked at Liuli, his eyes full of determination.
He saved Feng Wei as a gamble, and now he had won the gamble. Liuli was fine, and Ze Yan wouldn't do anything to Liuli again.
As long as Ze Yan knew he didn't love her, that was enough.
If he hadn't won the gamble, he would regret it for a lifetime, but rather than regretting, it would be better to accompany her.
Perhaps, in another place, he could also be with Liuli.
Liuli's plan was blocked by Gu Die's words. How could she let him die?
In the end, she loved him.
"Why haven't they finished talking yet?"
Zihan opened the door and poked her head out to look.
"What are you looking at? Let them talk properly."
Yu Ke said.
Gu Qing sat on the side, with a painful expression, his stomach hurting piercingly.
"Cough, cough, cough—"
Zihan heard Gu Qing's coughing sound and hurriedly looked over.
"Uncle, what's wrong?"
"I'm fine..."
Gu Qing felt somewhat weak when he spoke.
"Cough, cough, cough—"
Gu Qing's coughing became more and more severe. Zihan went to pat his back, which would make him feel better.
"Coughing blood, what's going on, so serious?"
Yu Ke saw the handkerchief Gu Qing was covering his mouth with and the blood on the corner of his mouth.
Zihan looked, Gu Qing's face was pale without a hint of redness.
"Uncle, how are you feeling? Let's go to the hospital and see."
"No need, I... cough, cough, cough..."
"No, it's like this, it definitely hasn't been just one or two days. Have you been hiding it from us all along? Let's go, to the hospital."
"No need..."
Gu Qing naturally knew his own body. At this moment, he clearly realized that he was not going to make it.
"Cousin, come and see Uncle!"
Zihan shouted, opening the door. At this time, there was no time to care about how Liuli and Gu Die were talking.
Gu Qing wanted to pull Zihan, but couldn't reach, and fell to the ground all of a sudden, unable to get up.
Gu Die and Liuli saw it and ran over hurriedly. Yu Ke had already helped Gu Qing up.
"Dad, are you okay?"
Liuli asked.
"I'm fine..."
Gu Qing replied, and coughed up a pile of blood again.
"How is it so serious..."
Liuli really didn't expect it to be so serious all of a sudden. Before, although Gu Qing said he had cancer, it couldn't be seen that he was any different from a normal person.
But from today's look, his coughing wasn't a matter of one or two days, and his condition had worsened a lot, but he had always pretended to be fine.
"Go to the hospital."
Gu Die decided to go to the hospital without thinking. In the end, he still cared about Gu Qing. If anything happened to Gu Qing, he really didn't know what to do.
"I'm not going..."
Gu Qing was afraid to go to the hospital, his affairs wouldn't be able to be hidden.
"Dad, you must go, let's just go take a look and come back, okay?"
Liuli said.
"I only want you to go alone..."
Only Liuli knew Gu Qing's situation, and Gu Qing had only told Liuli. He only wanted Liuli to accompany him.
"Okay, Uncle, we'll just take you there, we won't go into the hospital, okay?"
Gu Qing nodded with difficulty, his hand still covering his stomach.
Gu Die called him to nod in agreement, and carried him on his back all of a sudden. In Gu Qing's state, walking was a big problem.
Gu Die drove the car, Zihan sat in the passenger seat, Yu Ke and Liuli took care of Gu Qing in the back.
Gu Qing didn't know what happened, suddenly coughing so severely. Before, when it was serious, he would cough blood, but this time he felt he was almost unable to hold on.
He only felt his eyelids were very heavy, wanting to open them but unable to.
"Dad, you can't sleep, we'll be there in a while, you hold on a little longer."
Liuli was afraid that if Gu Qing fell asleep, he wouldn't wake up.
"Okay, I won't sleep..."
Gu Die had no mood to drive at all. He was only worried about Gu Qing's situation now.
Arriving at the hospital, Gu Qing was still carried in by Gu Die. Gu Qing didn't want him to enter, but it was no use, he couldn't walk at all.
Outside the operating room, Yu Ke, Zihan, Liuli, and Gu Die were all waiting outside.
Gu Die just heavily punched the wall. He was annoyed that why Gu Qing was so seriously ill, but he, as a son, didn't know anything.
Yu Ke and Zihan were both startled. Liuli just glanced at Gu Die's red hand. She could only worry about how Gu Qing was now.
Since she could remember, the first time she called Dad, it was Gu Qing. In the outside world, Gu Qing was cold and selfish, but in her eyes, he was kind.
He really played the role of a father in her world.
After a long time, the light in the operating room went out. Liuli's palms were full of sweat. She was afraid that just like when her grandmother left, the light in the operating room went out and her grandmother also left.
"Doctor, how is it?"
Zihan saw the doctor come out and ran to ask.
"I'm very sorry, we tried our best. Mr. Gu is in the late stage of cancer, we couldn't save him."
"Late stage of cancer..."
Zihan couldn't figure it out, Gu Qing looked fine, how could he have late-stage cancer?
It was the same answer again. Liuli's heart sank again just like when her grandmother left.
Gu Die punched the wall again, and blood seeped from his hand.
"Cousin, don't be like this..."
But Gu Die didn't listen to her persuasion at all, and punched the wall fiercely again. Zihan and Yu Ke didn't dare to make a sound watching.
Liuli just went into the operating room by herself, ignoring Gu Die.
She understood his mood, he needed to vent, but she couldn't do anything either.
What she could do was to send Gu Qing on his last journey with Gu Die.
"Cousin, go in, take another look at Uncle..."
Zihan took Gu Die's hand and led him into the operating room.
When entering the hospital, Gu Qing couldn't walk, and he carried him in. But now, his legs also seemed to be disobedient.
If it weren't for Zihan leading him, he might have fallen down immediately.
So many years, he hated Gu Qing, but he hadn't hated him for a long time. The reason he did this was also for him, and he didn't want to hate him forever.
So many days, he moved in to live with them, and suddenly got used to life with him, but suddenly it changed...
Liuli just sat quietly by the bed. Although Yu Ke was a bit afraid, she hadn't seen such a scene, but she still sat beside Liuli to accompany her.
Gu Die's mind was full of the late-stage cancer the doctor mentioned. Why was Gu Qing in the late stage of cancer, but refused to tell him? He only felt what an unqualified son he was.
He always treated him coldly, and all these years, he only called him Dad a few times.
He hadn't realized that he would never be able to call the word "Dad" again, and this person would disappear from his world from now on.
Disappear completely.
Zihan only started to change her view of Gu Qing these past few days. She used to be afraid of Gu Qing, but the interaction these past few days made her feel that Gu Qing wasn't that strict, nor that difficult to approach.
Maybe it was because he knew he didn't have much time left, and wanted to get along well with them and stay by Gu Die's side. Otherwise, with his personality, how could he have moved in to live with them.
Zihan pulled Gu Die to sit by the bed. Gu Die looked at Gu Qing's face, only feeling that this face was so strange, so strange.
He felt very blocked in his heart, he had many words he hadn't said to him, and hadn't done what a son should do.
And regret was already too late. If Gu Qing hadn't moved in to live for a few days, he would have regretted it even more.
If Liuli hadn't let him call him Dad, maybe before he passed away, he wouldn't have called him Dad again.
Zihan only shed tears silently on the side. She saw Gu Qing, a perfectly fine person, lying here like this, and felt uncomfortable in her heart.
This morning, Zihan was still pulling Gu Qing and Yu Ke to hide in the room to make space for Liuli and Gu Die.
End of Chapter
