Chapter 67

Now the person lying here, Zi Han can't tell if it's Gu Qing or not, feeling both dazed and uncomfortable.

Interpretation: "And now the person lying here, whether it's still Gu Qing or not, Zi Han can't quite tell; she only feels dazed and uncomfortable."

We need to preserve the meaning. Use the names: Gu Qing, Zi Han (since Zi Han is not in the glossary, it's a name not provided; we should transliterate it using Hanyu Pinyin for a person's actual name, so we write Zi Han). Similarly, we will transliterate Zi Han wherever it appears. Also, Gu Die is Gu Die, Gu Qing is Gu Qing, Liuli is Liuli, Yu Ke is Yu Ke, Cheng Li is Cheng Li, Young Master Gu is Young Master Gu, and Gu Clan is Gu Clan.

Now translate.

【1】 "And now the person lying here, whether it's still Gu Qing or not, Zi Han can't quite tell; she only feels dazed and uncomfortable."

Make sure it's one line.

It was bright during the day, but at this moment it grew darker and darker, as if heaven knew; the suddenly dim sky resembled Gu Qing's sudden departure.

Translation: "During the day, it was bright, but at this moment it keeps getting darker, as if heaven knew—suddenly the dim sky is like Gu Qing suddenly leaving."

We need to keep nuance. Let's produce: "Daytime was bright, but right now it keeps getting darker, as if heaven knew—suddenly the gloomy sky is just like Gu Qing suddenly leaving."

Liuli sat for a moment, then told Yu Ke to leave, leaving Zi Han to stay with Gu Die.

Translation: "Liuli sat for a while, then called Yu Ke to leave, leaving only Zi Han accompanying Gu Die."

Liuli had intended to divorce Gu Die, but recalling Gu Qing's earlier advice that she and Gu Die get along well, she felt that divorcing Gu Die would thwart Gu Qing's wish.

Translation: "Liuli originally intended to definitely divorce Gu Die, but when she thought of Gu Qing earlier telling her to get along well with Gu Die, she felt that divorcing Gu Die would make Gu Qing's words impossible to fulfill."

She felt uneasy, but she had to divorce him—he didn't love her, so how could she continue to stay shamelessly?

Translation: "She felt somewhat uncomfortable, yet she had to divorce him—he didn't love her, how could she possibly continue to shamelessly stay?"

"Cousin, don't feel upset..."

"..."

【37】

Even though Zihan herself is crying uncontrollably, she still tries to comfort Gu Ye, and she thinks it would be terrifying for Gu Ye to sit here without saying something like that.

Translation: "Zi Han was clearly crying uncontrollably herself, yet she still wanted to comfort Gu Die; she felt that if Gu Die didn't say such a thing while sitting here, it would be terrifying."

We need to keep meaning. Let's produce: "Zi Han was obviously crying badly, yet she still wanted to comfort Gu Die; she felt that if Gu Die didn't say such a thing while sitting here, it would be terrifying."

"..."

Translation: "「Do you know he has cancer? 」"

【43】

Translation: "Gu Die asked."

"..."

【46】

Zihan fell silent, fearing that the more she spoke, the worse Gu Ye would feel.

Translation: "Zi Han stopped speaking, fearing that the more she said, the worse Gu Die would feel."

【52】

Translation: "Gu Qing kept it from them, perhaps fearing they'd worry, but for Gu Die, his father having cancer while he knows nothing would surely make him blame himself."

"..."

Translation: "Gu Die recalled that before the incident with Si Yun, he used to be talkative, telling Gu Qing everything."

【57】

"..."

Translation: "He didn't know who his mother was, so he clung to Gu Qing every day."

【63】

Translation: "Back then, he and Gu Qing were not as cold as they are now."

"..."

Translation: "After Gu Qing's money was swindled away by Gu Die's mother, Gu Die and Gu Qing endured a difficult period."

【69】

Translation: "But fortunately, it didn't last long; when Gu Die was five, the Gu Clan came into being."

"..."

Translation: "Back then, Gu Die and Gu Qing both felt happy, even though their life wasn't good, each day was fulfilling."

【75】

Translation: "If it weren't for the Si Yun incident, their father-son relationship certainly wouldn't be like this."

"..."

Translation: "But, so many years have passed since then, and Gu Die no longer harbors hatred toward him."

【81】

Translation: "Gu Die also understands Gu Qing's hardships—the entire Gu Clan is sustained by Gu Qing alone, yet Gu Die never asks about it, because he also doesn't want to take over the company."

"..."

"..."

【87】

Translation: "He now also feels what Liuli feels—the helplessness of losing a loved one from this world."

"..."

Translation: "All he can do is watch, yet he can't do anything."

【93】

Translation: "Outside, the sky darkened quickly; although it was noon, broad daylight, it began to drizzle."

"..."

Translation: "Upon hearing the rain, Gu Die instinctively thought of Liuli."

【99】

Translation: "「Take care of your health. 」"

"..."

Translation: "Gu Die took out his phone and sent a message to Liuli."

【105】

Translation: "「Liuli must not get wet in the rain; take good care of her, and if anything happens, tell me immediately. Thank you. 」"

"..."

Translation: "Then came the message sent to Yu Ke."

【111】

Translation: "「Let's go. 」"

"..."

Translation: "Gu Die said as he stood up."

【117】

Translation: "He feared that if he looked at Gu Qing for even one more second, he couldn't help but tear up."

"..."

Translation: "「Okay. 」"

【123】

Translation: "Zi Han replied."

"..."

Translation: "「Zi Han, go back first; I want to take a walk alone. 」"

【129】

Translation: "「I'll accompany you. 」"

"..."

Translation: "「No need, I'll have Uncle Chen come pick you up. 」"

【135】

Translation: "「Alright then, take care of yourself, Cousin—you still have me! 」"

"..."

Translation: "Zi Han forced a smile onto her face."

【141】

Translation: "「I know. 」"

"..."

Translation: "Gu Qing also laughed, a genuine smile; he had no siblings, only this cousin Zi Han, whom he had always treated like a real sister since childhood."

【147】

Translation: "Even though Gu Die sometimes seemed cold to her, that was merely because he didn't know how to care for others or express his own thoughts."

"..."

Translation: "From childhood to adulthood, the person Gu Die cared about most was still Zi Han."

【153】

Translation: "Zi Han's words just now, along with her feigned cheerfulness, made Gu Die feel warm."

"..."

Translation: "Even if he lost everything, Zi Han would still be by his side."

【159】

Translation: "He still has her."

"..."

Translation: "「Liuli, you can't get wet in the rain? 」"

【165】

Translation: "Yu Ke saw Gu Die's incoming message and asked."

"..."

Translation: "Whenever it rains, Liuli's mood becomes very gloomy; she herself doesn't know why."

【171】

Translation: "「How do you know? 」"

"..."

Translation: "Liuli felt she hadn't told Yu Ke before—"Did Cheng Li tell you?""

【177】

Translation: "「It's Young Master Gu; he just sent me a message……」"

"..."

Translation: "Seeing Liuli fall silent, Yu Ke didn't say anything further."

【183】

Translation: "「Don't get out of the car for a moment; go inside to get an umbrella first, then come out to pick you up. 」"

"..."

Translation: "「I brought an umbrella. 」"

【189】

Translation: "Liuli checked the weather forecast when she went out."

"..."

Translation: "「Oh, that's fine, Liuli—why can't you get wet in the rain? 」"

"..."

Translation: "Yu Ke had never heard of someone who couldn't get wet in the rain—does that mean not even a drop? Yu Ke was curious."

I also don't know why, since I can remember, whenever I encounter rainy days I get sick, especially cannot be exposed to rain; now that I've grown up, it's gotten better.

How is this so strange? I've never heard of anyone getting sick just from being in the rain.

I also find it strange, but that's just how it is.

It's fine, you can't be out in the rain—I'll hold an umbrella for you, isn't that simple?

Yu Ke laughed.

Then you must hold the umbrella for me properly.

Of course! By the way, Liuli, do you not remember anything about your background at all?

I don't remember; I only vaguely recall things after I was six—maybe my memory started late.

Do you know how old Si Yun was when the incident happened?

How old?

Si Yun was six when the incident occurred; at that time Ze Yan was only nine, he searched for Si Yun for fourteen years and waited for her fourteen years—Ze Yan really is quite pitiful.

Yu Ke felt that a guy being able to wait for a girl for so many years was moving no matter how you thought about it.

If she were Chu Si Yun, knowing he had searched for her for so many years, she would surely be moved to tears.

Liuli, where are you now?

Liuli saw that it was Zihan calling, so she answered.

I'm on the way back with Yu Ke.

Or should we go to Yu Ke's house?

Hmm.

Then do you want to go to the hospital first to check on your older male cousin?

What's wrong with him?

Upon hearing Zihan say that, Liuli still thought something had happened to Gu Die, and she couldn't possibly not worry about him.

I—I just finished seeing his uncle with him; she said he wanted to be alone for a while, I was afraid he would… but the person he needs right now isn't me, it's you.

I'm coming right over.

Okay.

Liuli thought of Gu Die smashing the wall, and with the heavy rain outside, she couldn't help but worry even more about Gu Die.

He's alone; she truly fears he might do something foolish.

What's wrong?

Yu Ke saw Liuli looking anxious and asked.

Let's just go back to the hospital; I'll go check on Gu Die.

Okay, Young Master Gu, what's wrong?

Gù lǎoyé has passed away; he's surely feeling terrible, Zihan said he's staying alone.

Then let's go see.

Liuli also doesn't know if going would be useful, whether Gu Die needs her, but all she wants right now is to see him.

Zihan, what about your older male cousin?

As soon as they got out of the car, Liuli asked, and Yu Ke hurriedly held an umbrella for Liuli.

He might be in the back; go check.

Okay, then you wait for me in the car.

Okay.

Liuli, the umbrella is up! Watch out!

Got it!

Liuli replied.

Luo Zihan, do you think Liuli resembles Si Yun?

In the car, Yu Ke asked Zihan.

I don't know about that—I've never seen Si Yun, so how can you ask like that?

Look, what is this?

Yu Ke showed Zihan Liuli's longevity lock and bracelet.

I've never seen this longevity lock before, but this bracelet does look somewhat familiar," Zihan mused.

Exactly! I think I saw my older male cousin also has an identical bracelet!

Zihan said, as if just remembering something.

She remembered that when she was little, she went to the Gu family to play, playing around east and west, she almost broke Liuli's bracelet, and was loudly scolded by Gu Die.

That was the first time Gu Die yelled at her; she could never forget it, and after that Gu Die carefully put the bracelet away, so much so that she didn't even know where he had placed it.

Really?

Should be right, but how did this bracelet end up here?

Take another look at this longevity lock—it's engraved with the Chu character, and this bracelet is engraved with SY; these belong to Si Yun.

Yu Ke showed Zihan the engravings on the longevity lock and the bracelet.

How could Si Yun's things be here?" Zihan grew more puzzled.

This was left to Liuli by her grandmother; Liuli and her grandmother have no blood relation.

Then when you just asked me whether Liuli resembles Si Yun, did you mean Liuli is Si Yun?!

Zihan suddenly felt as if enlightened.

It's just possible; Liuli herself doesn't know, she hardly remembers her past.

Could it not be amnesia? By rights, Si Yun was six when the incident happened—how could she possibly remember nothing?

I don't know that; Liuli said she might remember things later.

Even if it's later, there would still be an impression, right? Besides, if it were me, I would definitely remember something like a kidnapping; how could I forget?

That's right; Liuli must really have amnesia, otherwise she wouldn't be Si Yun.

If Liuli really were Si Yun, that would be great; then the feud between the Chu and Gu families could be resolved." Zi Han said, "The most important thing is that Cousin Brother may have always loved Si Yun."

What about Ze Yan then? The most pitiful are Mrs. Chu, Mr. Chu, and Shen Zeyan; Si Yun and Ze Yan were originally meant to be together.

That's right; then it depends on how Liuli chooses.

Zi Han sighed while speaking; if Liuli really is Si Yun, she genuinely worries about Gu Die.

After all, if Gu Die chooses to save Wei and doesn't explain clearly, this will forever be an obstacle they can't get past.

Only the two of us know about this; before things are certain, don't tell anyone else.

Yu Ke instructed.

Okay, I won't say it.

Zi Han nodded.

I'm really not at ease with you; you must absolutely not let it slip. If Liuli is Si Yun, that's good; otherwise, many people will be happily disappointed.

All right, all right, I know! Don't worry, I won't tell anyone. On the contrary, it's you—you keep saying it's me, but you yourself might let it slip.

Me? I definitely won't; although I, Su Yu Ke, love gossip, I'm still good at keeping secrets.

Then whoever tells is a little dog!