Chapter 665: Bai Lu: Aren't Hearing Su Shang and I very dull? Qing Ni: You should have said so earlier

Looking at Lord Yu Kong's diary, Bai Lu really felt it was very interesting.

Hearing Bai Lu's words, Qing Ni also excitedly turned the page.

She was also very interested in her mother's diary.

She felt that she was increasingly about to understand the truth.

As Qing Ni turned the third page, the Lord Yu Kong diary in front of them presented new text again】

【Caiyi, I have had a lot of negative emotions in my heart recently, but I can't tell other soldiers on the front lines. Since you are now recuperating in the rear, I'll vent to you】

【Although saying this now makes me seem a bit slow... but it is true that until recently, I suddenly realized—I am in the middle of such a cruel war】

【Air combat is not like ground combat; although both are a matter of life and death, it is rare to see severed limbs, so I had some misjudgments about the cruelty of this war in my intuition. Until recently, the war situation became more and more unfavorable, and the bloody reality was presented to me in a gentle way that could not be questioned】

【People who sat together to eat today are gone tomorrow. New recruits who were praised today are gone tomorrow. The superior I argued with today is gone tomorrow. The ground troops who encouraged each other with me today are gone tomorrow】

【At this point, I no longer dare to have any emotional connection with anyone. Maybe this person will die tomorrow, maybe I will die tomorrow, maybe we will all die tomorrow】

【I thought that after experiencing so much, I would be numb. But I still find it difficult to deal with the bad news that comes one after another every day】

【However, I don't regret it. Every time I feel pain, I also feel at the same time that becoming a fighter-ship pilot is the most correct decision of my life. If I weren't a fighter-ship pilot, I could only endure the pain silently. But I am a fighter-ship pilot; I can fly, I can fight, I can try to destroy the root of that pain. Because I am a fighter-ship pilot, I still have things I can do and can change】

【P. S.: Don't use the name Guangyuan thought of; it's really too ugly! A name is a big deal that will follow a child for a lifetime! Use my plan; that's something I seriously flipped through poetry collections for several days to think of】

【Caiyi, I have a lot of things I want to say to you, a lot, a lot of things】

【After you died, they wanted to give me a medal. Frankly speaking, I think this is ridiculous】

【According to common sense, no one would give a medal to a survivor of a natural or man-made disaster to commend the recipient for being lucky enough to survive. But the Sky-Faring Commission will. They gave me a medal, saying I am a hero pilot, and the only reason is that I was lucky enough to survive that disastrous battle】

【If you were also this lucky, we could both get medals now. After the medal ceremony, we could both run to the Aurum Alley, have a couple of drinks while laughing at their absurdity】

【It's a pity, your luck wasn't good enough. We don't have this chance anymore】

【I suddenly feel very nostalgic. Nostalgic for the good times when we piloted star-skiffs and roamed freely in the sky of the Luo Fu. We were so happy then, without the threat of life and death, and we didn't have to bear the mission of the Hunt. The entire sky in the Grotto-Heaven was ours; there was only you and me, looking up at the flickering Grotto-Heaven dome, looking down at the bustling lights of ten thousand homes, looking back at the persistent stewards of the Seat of Divine Foresight】

【We were so happy then. I really want to stay in that time with you forever】

The diary ends here.

Seeing this scene, Bai Lu and Qing Ni looked at each other.

Is this Helmsman Lord Yu Kong's past?

No wonder Helmsman Lord Yu Kong is unwilling to be a pilot anymore. **Chapter 666**