Chapter 387: 515 chapters, you will read my heart under the lamp

515 chapters, you will read my heart under the lamp.

515 chapters, you will read my heart under the lamp.

――――A red apricot branch extending beyond the wall.

Just now a burst of rumbling thunder scared me; facing the wind and rain filling the sky, I truly am like that stupid penguin hiding at the base of a cliff, carefully looking around, sighing, begging: 'Phoenix' ah, 'Phoenix' you quickly fly away high. What you brought us is not a beautiful rainbow, nor a pleasant song, but an unstoppable violent wind and rain. Will the wind and rain see a rainbow?

I am truly timid, the most timid person in the world, and also the most useless person――――

This determines my fate: forever no prospects, suffering to the point of not having food to eat. Others eat biscuits, I can't even get porridge. Others drink cold drinks, I only drink the mountain's clear breeze, accompanied by moonlight. I still think I'm not wrong all day, empty shouting what――――

"Don't listen to the sound of leaves being struck through the forest,

Why not chant and stroll slowly?

A bamboo cane and straw sandals are lighter than a horse,

Who fears?

One raincoat of Wind and Rain, I let life be as it is,

Chilly spring Wind blows, waking the wine,

Slightly cold.

The mountain's slanting light yet greets me.

Turning toward the desolate place,

Return.

"Also no Wind and Rain, also no Flirting."

Actually, using two things to summarize my vow, but but: "…'s".

Alright, no more talk about this, useless is useless. That Zhuangzi's teacher Lao Dan didn't say――――

Thirty spokes make one wheel; when there is none, there is the wheel's use; molding clay makes a vessel; when there is none, there is the vessel's use; carving doors and windows makes a room; when there is none, there is the room's use; therefore having something brings benefit; having nothing brings usefulness.

Zhuangzi's teacher Lao Hutu became confused, his speech unclear, like a block of wood, he spoke a bit incoherently. I, with one sentence, made clear what he could ramble about for half a day: In this world there is no garbage, only things placed in the wrong place.

Alas, when I said these words, much time had passed. Who said it――――

One day, you will read my heart under the lamp.

And at this moment

Outside the window, the sunset has already sunk below.

StillnessStillness's rainbow

Surrounding the sunset's side

Unwilling to leave

However

The sunset will eventually have to leave

I will eventually be like a rainbow

Under the night's starry sky

Wandering alone

Mountain torrent and Wind

Already ceased

Time and years

Still like the mountain stream's water

Like that

Endlessly

Flowing away…………flowing away…………………….

(Heart tied to disaster area, Flirting tied to disaster area: wish peace, courage, confidence, strength to be with and accompany the disaster area people!)