Chapter 1241: 1241. Chapter 1241: Severing Grace and Righteousness 12

1241. Chapter 1241: Severing Grace and Righteousness 12

I had long felt that our relationship wouldn't last; in fact, she just wanted to experience a heart‑wrenching feeling, and then treat it as enriching her life.

To leave herself a beautiful memory for the future.

So that when she later thinks back on her relationship with Shangguan Yun, she can feel happy.

But after this incident, when I think back on this relationship in the future, will I feel happy?

No, no, no...

When I think of it later, all I feel is heartache.

I never expected that we would break up over someone else's words, over a misunderstanding, over a lack of trust.

I truly never imagined that Shangguan Yun, who kept saying he loved me, would show his love like this—love me without any trust; can this even be called love?

Walking alone down the street, what should I do?

In the past I also misunderstood him and Tingting, but at least I would give him a chance to explain.

But now, he doesn't even give me a chance to explain.

The cold wind howled; I walked alone down the street, yet I wasn't afraid...

There were no pedestrians on the road, and I wasn't afraid.

It seems I've forgotten what fear is; what is fear?

I've become numb...

At night, I suppose I can only go to the internet cafe again; tomorrow is Friday, I'll go home and sleep well, not think about anything, forget what should be forgotten.

Let everything that should end, end.

Life must go on; the Earth keeps turning just as it always has.

He won't stop turning just because you're unhappy...

I should settle my emotions, continue living, continue happily, live on joyfully.

If others don't love you, then I should love myself all the more.

Life...

Life is, to be born, to go on living...

This is life...

PS: I've already posted the thirty chapters for today. I'm exhausted. I'll continue updating in the early morning; from now on, I'll basically update twelve chapters each day.