Chapter 1242: 1242. Chapter 1242: Only be humble once

1242. Chapter 1242: Only be humble once1

This is life……

I should be strong.

But, where should I go tonight?

At this moment, I thought of Ahao—yes, only Ahao would treat me as a true friend.

He treats me well; actually, if I think about it carefully, sometimes he treats me better than Shangguan Yun does—I just never realized it.

We are friends, and at least friends don't get jealous of each other.

Sometimes, when I'm with Ahao, it's more relaxed—at least I don't have to worry about him getting angry, jealous, or unhappy……

Because he basically doesn't care much; even if he gets angry or unhappy, I don't feel anything inside.

But Shangguan Yun is different—I'm afraid of making him angry, because I care about him.

I'm afraid of making him unhappy, because I love him—I don't want to see him unhappy……

So tired, so tired—I'm really exhausted.

Forget it; as a person, one should be able to let go.

I'm standing downstairs of Shangguan Yun's building, but this place feels really dark and gloomy to me.

Before, whenever I came to this place, I would feel how warm and cozy it was.

But what about now?

Times have changed……

It really is that times have changed……

I really don't know what kind of life I'll have at school from now on.

If everyone knew I'd broken up with Shangguan Yun, I don't know how they'd mock me—but none of that matters anymore.

Life is one's own; days are lived by oneself.

A breakup is just a breakup—what's the big deal?

In the world, there are plenty of people who break up.

I must be strong—I really have to be strong……

In the future, when I'm with Ahao, I won't have to sneak around anymore—although we've always openly been ambitious together.