Chapter 1319: 1319. Chapter 1319: I Don't Want to Think of Him Again 11

1319. Chapter 1319: I Don't Want to Think of Him Again 11

I don't want to argue with him anymore; I'm exhausted, utterly exhausted, truly exhausted, especially my heart—I'm really so tired.

"We'll be home soon, it'll be fine, once we're home I can rest properly." While sitting in the car, Shangguan Yun held me tightly, but I was still trembling all over, feeling icy cold.

The car stopped, which meant we had arrived at his home.

As soon as I saw this familiar yet unfamiliar place—where he had once ruthlessly thrown me out—today I have to go back in; should I go in? Do I really have to go in?

"What's wrong? Let's go, it's cold outside." As Shangguan Yun pulled me to walk, I stood there, unmoving.

I'm afraid to step inside again—I'm really, really afraid...

"Hurry up and go in, let's not argue anymore." After saying that calmly, Shangguan Yun scooped me up in a horizontal hold.

I wrapped my arms tightly around his neck and rested my head on his chest; this feeling made me feel very safe, very safe.

I truly wish time could stop; I truly wish I were drunk every day, then I wouldn't dwell on the hurt Shangguan Yun once caused me.

Otherwise, I would surely remember it every day; I could never forgive him—that pain, that wound has already taken root and sprouted in my heart.

It's impossible to forget, impossible to pretend nothing happened...

Shangguan Yun, what gives him the right to act as if nothing ever happened? What gives him the right?

Shangguan Yun, how could he be so heartless, how could he bear to hurt me?

I really don't understand him; I truly don't understand him at all.

Back then he thought that way; back then he threw me out—so what now? What does it mean now?

Is it just because, in his heart, I'm a casual woman?

PS: I climbed up to update, Yangyang weakly said, I went to the internet cafe to update, but there wasn't a single girl there, which made me a little nervous; I had originally wanted to write another chapter there, but forget it—I'll make it up tomorrow.