Chapter 1953: 1953. Chapter 1953: Heart Hurts Like This 19

1953. Chapter 1953: Heart Hurts Like This 19

Could it be that after waiting so long, all I got was him bringing a girl home, all I got was him buying me something to eat, and then just leaving like that?

I don't want, I don't want……

"I, I didn't go anywhere, I'm going to watch TV, you go to sleep first." Shangguan Yun said lightly.

He really changed, he really changed.

Before, as long as I was there, he would do nothing, just stay by my side.

But, now, now everything has changed, really changed.

"Then when are you going to sleep?" I asked sadly.

"Wait, just sleep when you want to." Shangguan Yun said as before, lightly.

"Will you sleep with me now? I'm so cold, really cold." I pleaded to him.

"You, you go to sleep first." Shangguan Yun refused, unexpectedly, he actually refused.

This was unexpected.

How could he be so heartless, how could he be so heartless.

"Shangguan Yun…… why?" I asked, choking up.

Shangguan Yun turned away, said nothing, his back to me, just stood there, standing continuously.

"Why, Shangguan Yun……" I asked again, choking up.

Clenching my lower lip tightly, not letting tears fall.

But, it seems I no longer feel pain, it seems I've become numb.

But, Shangguan Yun still didn't turn back, stood there foolishly for a while then left just like that.

Looking at his back, it also seemed very heavy, very heavy.

Such a heavy back imprinted in my heart, my heart clenched again hard, so painful, so painful.

This painful feeling seems numb, seems no longer painful, but he himself still feels a vague ache.

After Shangguan Yun left, he turned off the light for me, closed the door for me……

He said he was going to watch TV, but I don't know if he really exists.

PS: These days I have a cold and fever, sore throat, feeling drowsy every day, no energy to write. Over the next period, updates may be unstable.

If there's no update by 10 p. m., then don't wait. Illness comes like a collapsing mountain, I don't want that either.

Really sorry! But I'll do my best, write as much as I can! Really sorry.