Chapter 1954: 1954. Chapter 1954: My Heart Hurts So Much 20

1954. Chapter 1954: My Heart Hurts So Much 20

I can't see or hear, but I can feel that he seems to really be watching TV outside.

Because I can feel his breath and that familiar scent.

He is outside, I am inside.

I didn't sleep, and neither did he.

Between us now there is just a door, but, but the feeling I get is that we are separated by a very long distance.

That distance seems impossible to cross, seems unreachable; no matter how I walk, no matter how hard I try, I cannot reach it.

I don't understand why we have become like this; I really don't understand.

What on earth is going on? I really don't understand.

Suddenly I realize I am so cowardly, so cowardly...

But there's nothing I can do; I just love him so much.

Loving him has made me lose my self-esteem, made me lose my former backbone.

Another sleepless night...

Likewise, Shangguan Yun also didn't return to the room to sleep all night; he kept watching TV outside.

When the sky began to lighten, I got up, dragging my cold and heavy body out of the room.

Shangguan Yun was lying on the sand, falling asleep.

Seeing Shangguan Yun's exhausted face, my heart began to ache slightly again.

Seeing Shangguan Yun's tightly curled body, I went back to the room, fetched a blanket and covered him with it, then left silently.

A person walks down the cold street; since it's still early, there are hardly any people, only a few elderly people, walking with their spouses chatting and laughing, doing simple exercises—exercising!

The street, so cold, I am so desolate!

I myself don't even know how I managed to get back home.

After returning home, I went back to my room and fell asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow; I slept like that for a whole day.

When I woke up at night, the first thing I did was check my phone to see if Shangguan Yun had called or messaged me.