Chapter 200: with translation of chapter title

200. Chapter 200 Not Wanting to Lose 4

Maybe she says this, even she herself cannot be sure in her heart; how much more could she understand Shangguan Yun? Everyone knows what kind of person Shangguan Yun used to be, as the saying goes, 'The rivers and mountains are easy to change, but one's nature is hard to alter.'

Tingting is such a beautiful woman; even if Shangguan Yun has no interest in her, with her repeated seduction, I just don't believe Shangguan Yun can keep his composure—facing such a beautiful woman's temptation, can Shangguan Yun hold himself? Moreover, he is originally someone who indulges in his private life; not getting his male needs from me, it's right up his alley—would he refuse?

"Hehe, maybe these can be explained, but Shangguan Yun used to be such a flirtatious person, having slept with countless girls; if Tingting comes to him, can he hold himself?" I said with a bitter laugh.

Now Lili is also speechless; even Lili has nothing to say. I really wish Lili could find more excuses for Shangguan Yun to comfort me, but she can't find any either.

Suddenly Lili mysteriously took out two cigarettes and handed them to me, saying: 'A Ji is about to come, want to smoke?'

I took it without even thinking and said: 'Sure, let's try; whenever they're in a bad mood, feeling depressed, they smoke; seeing them smoke, that feeling of being elated, let's try it now too.'

"You've never smoked before, have you?"

"Hehe, yeah, whenever my brother smoked I would scold him; I would never smoke this stuff." After saying that, Lili had already lit the cigarette in her hand and passed the lighter to me so I could light mine.

I imitated Lili and took a deep drag, immediately coughing it out; then came a fit of violent coughing. After the coughing subsided, I imitated Lili's nonchalant smoking, carefully inhaling and then immediately exhaling from my mouth. Although I was wasting it, I felt enjoyment; even though I don't smoke, I kept inhaling mouthful after mouthful and exhaling mouthful after mouthful of smoke, feeling something indescribable. Although I didn't have the feeling of elation they described.

Soon it was finished; I felt I was almost about to go into hiding.