Chapter 210: 210. Chapter 210: Unwilling to Lose 13

210. Chapter 210: Unwilling to Lose 13

I had originally spoken the words I wanted to say, but I tugged at the corner of my mouth and swallowed them again, snuggling into his embrace and saying, "I'm cold..."

As soon as my words fell, Shangguan Yun held me tighter, but that problem in my heart kept lingering, refusing to go away; although I was already very tired and wanted to sleep, being driven by that problem I just couldn't fall asleep.

"Yun, if I give you my first time, will you stay with me a little longer?" After a long while I finally let go of my pride and spoke those words lightly; though my tone was soft and faint, in the darkness it sounded remarkably bright and powerful, instantly breaking the night's silence.

Leaning in his embrace, I clearly felt his body tremble slightly. Usually when I'm with him, I avoid bringing up any ambiguous topics; even if Shangguan Yun brings them up, I do my best to evade them—perhaps even he doesn't know why I would say such things tonight.

Shangguan Yun held my body tighter; I could clearly feel the changes in his body. After a long while he finally spoke: "Wife, what's wrong with you? What's wrong with you tonight? Earlier at school you wanted to smoke, and you wanted me to carry you, and now... what on earth are you thinking? Tell me what's bothering you about me, please? If you have any doubts in your heart, say them out." Even I myself feel strange; normally whenever I go out with Shangguan Yun I am always careful to protect myself, afraid that I might lose control and lose my virtue, and I usually don't like girls who smoke, but tonight I actually crave to smoke.

"I don't know, maybe I was stimulated by that miscarriage notice." I said with a bitter smile, the corner of my mouth twitching.

In the darkness I clearly felt Shangguan Yun's brows slightly furrowed.

I reached out and gently helped smooth his brows, saying: "Don't furrow your brows, you'll get old." I said with a smile.

After saying that, I released my hand from his brow and lightly hooked his neck, feeling my way to his lips, kissing his lips, then slowly moving the kiss down to his neck. He sleeps naked, so my kiss continued down his neck to his chest; as my kisses landed point by point on his chest I could clearly feel his chest rising and falling violently, his heartbeat noticeably racing. Gradually he began to lean down and kiss me, his breathing becoming unusually ragged...