Chapter 211: Unwilling to Lose 14

211. Chapter 211 Unwilling to Lose 14

When his hand slipped into my pajamas, my body trembled lightly, my heartbeat raced, and I still hadn't prepared myself to give myself to him.

I grabbed his hand tightly and said, "Don't…"

"It's already too late; you did it on purpose, deliberately raising my desire and now saying don't, wife, don't be afraid, be good, it'll be fine soon, okay?" Shangguan Yun turned over, lightly pressing on my body and whispering softly in my ear. I strongly felt the hot air spraying from his mouth as he spoke; it hit the base of my ear, making it itchy and uncomfortable.

He began slowly undoing the buttons of my pajamas, one, two, three, slowly, slowly until they were all undone. Feeling a cool breeze blow from the front, I tightly grabbed my pajamas and said, "Don't, don't… I, I'm not ready yet."

"Wife, be good, I truly love you, I'm sincere toward you. I'll treat you well, I'll pamper you well, okay?" In the darkness I couldn't see Shangguan Yun's expression, only feeling his breathing a bit hurried, his voice a bit panting. Perhaps I was wrong just now; I shouldn't have thought that, done that.

I still clung tightly to my clothes, refusing to let go; Shangguan Yun forcefully pulled my hand to remove my pajamas. My heart raced, I was nervous, panicked, afraid—could it be that tonight I will lose myself to him? Although I love him, although he is my boyfriend, will I regret it? My heart was so afraid, so afraid; when Shangguan Yun approached my body again, his fiery body pressed against mine, my heart instead grew cold. Tears had already fallen silently; when Shangguan Yun leaned in to kiss my cheek, he touched my eyes, he froze, perhaps frozen by my tears.

At this moment I felt the air turn abnormally icy, without a hint of warmth; cold wind streamed in through the gaps, not letting even the tiniest opening pass. Gradually I felt my body being assaulted by the cold wind, so cold, so cold. Yet my tears continued to flow.