Chapter 212: 212.Chapter 212 Unwilling to Lose 15
212. Chapter 212 Unwilling to Lose 15
Shangguan Yun this time gently kissed away the tears on my face and said: "All right, don't cry, I won't do anything to you, don't cry, okay? Put on your clothes." After saying that, I handed the clothes to myself and went into the bathroom.
After putting on my clothes, I pulled the blanket up and wrapped myself tightly, yet I felt no warmth at all; my body remained ice-cold, freezing right down to the bones, a piercing, bone‑aching pain.
I couldn't understand; although love is beautiful and happy, sometimes love also hurts people, love can also make one feel heartbroken, that kind of pain that makes one feel almost suffocated.
Soon Shangguan Yun came out, feeling his way to the bedside in the dark, he didn't turn on the light, carefully crawling onto the bed in the darkness and then pulling me into his embrace; at the moment he pulled me into his arms, my whole body shuddered violently.
"Don't be afraid, wife, don't be afraid." Shangguan Yun thought he had frightened me just now, and hurriedly whispered comforting words in my ear.
"Yun..." I softly called his name.
"What's wrong, wife." Shangguan Yun's utterance of 'wife' warmed straight to my heart, and my heart instantly became warm and cozy.
Looking back on my acquaintance with Shangguan Yun up to now, whenever he thinks of me, he stands alone and quietly downstairs my house, just hoping to see me once; for the sake of wanting to see me, he travels halfway across the night to Lishui, time and again, for my unwillingness he endures his own inner fire. I can see in his eyes his sincere sincerity toward me, and the feeling he gives me is that he truly loves me.
I like the feeling of being pampered and loved by him, I like how he lets me put on that helpless expression.
I originally thought I would never develop feelings for anyone else again, never be so deeply affected, so profoundly. But now I realize my earlier thought was wrong; I have fallen for Shangguan Yun once again, my heart moved, loving him so deeply, sinking into his tenderness and profundity, unable to extricate myself.
Sometimes one hears of someone loving so humbly, clearly knowing her boyfriend is not wholeheartedly treating her, yet she loves him wholeheartedly; sometimes, even knowing her boyfriend is out looking for other women, she thinks it's fine as long as she can keep him by her side, his flirtatiousness doesn't matter, she pretends not to see or hear.
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