Chapter 339: 339. Chapter 339 Heartbreak 14
339. Chapter 339 Heartbreak 14
Ah, I don't want to go, Xuanxuan, I miss you so much, I don't know why, sending you home, my heart feels especially painful, after returning home I feel so alone, so alone, Xuanxuan… Shangguan Yun continued speaking in that sorrowful tone.
I don't know why he would feel lonely—doesn't he have Tingting? And with just a crook of his finger, he could have any woman he wants.
How are you? I vaguely sensed that Shangguan Yun seemed to have something on his mind; otherwise he wouldn't be so depressed, so sorrowful. My heart still ached faintly for him, hurting.
I miss you. Shangguan Yun's sorrowful tone changed to deep affection.
Yun, do you have something? Tell me, please tell me? I decided to give Shangguan Yun another chance, hoping he could explain clearly what happened between him and Tingting, hoping it was a misunderstanding, hoping Tingting's words weren't true, hoping I had misunderstood him—even though there were kiss marks on his body, even though his lip was bitten split, I still hoped I had misunderstood.
I realized I was starting to deceive myself, making excuses for things more and more often.
Actually, there's nothing much—it's just that seeing you today… you seemed like you had something on your mind, so my heart felt uneasy as well. Returning home, the huge house was empty, I couldn't find your shadow, hear your voice, so I was moved by the scene, started thinking of you, feeling a bit down. Shangguan Yun smiled and said.
It turns out he still isn't willing to tell me; it seems this really isn't a misunderstanding, it seems it's true, what Tingting said is true—I truly can't find any reason to believe him, I really can't……
Then you can go hang out with your friends—you don't usually like to play, right? If not, just go to school. I said flatly, with no strength left; my heart was disappointed in Shangguan Yun—why do I keep giving him chances when he never learns to cherish or seize them? Does he not care about our feelings? If he doesn't, why would he be depressed, why would he be upset……
I realized I'm increasingly unable to figure out what Shangguan Yun is thinking; I'm realizing I understand him less and less—maybe I never understood him at all.
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