Chapter 340: Heartbreak 15

"I only want you, do you understand?" Shangguan Yun said somewhat sadly.

I didn't know what he meant by those words, but I could hear that his sad tone also carried a little excitement.

"Me? Hehe, what's wrong with you? Aren't you my girlfriend? I'm tired, I want to sleep. If there's nothing else, I'll hang up first." I said with a light smile.

A cold smile curled at the corner of my mouth—was I laughing at myself, or at Shangguan Yun?

After hanging up, I turned off my phone, pulled open the blanket and wrapped myself tightly, my whole body wrapped up, training sleep……

Perhaps it was because I was sick, and I soon drifted into dreamland……

But even in my sleep, Tingting wouldn't let me go—she actually appeared in my dream, laughing wildly as she said to me: "Shangguan Yun is mine, Shangguan Yun is mine, Shangguan Yun is mine……"

I choked back tears and shouted at her, but I discovered I couldn't make a sound—my throat felt as if something had caught it, and no matter how hard I tried to shout with all my strength, I couldn't produce even a whisper.

Just then, Shangguan Yun happened to arrive; I walked toward him full of hope, but he instead walked away from me, slowly approaching Tingting's side……

Just then, I woke up; when I woke, the sky outside had already darkened. I sat up, unable to help glancing out the window, hoping to see Shangguan Yun's figure, so I slowly moved my steps to the window, stuck my head out to look—there was no one below, silent and still……

So, feeling disappointed, I left and closed the window. Now I truly find it harder and harder to understand myself: clearly, clearly I don't want to see him, yet I still hope for his arrival; clearly I don't want to think about him, yet all that appears in my mind are his images.

I originally wanted to go home and calm down, not think about anything, but only after returning home did I realize that being at home made it even harder to stay calm.

Stepping out of the room, Lao Ma saw me come out and asked concernedly: "Xuanxuan, how do you feel physically now? How can you be so careless? Every time this season comes around you get sick—how can you be so careless?"