Chapter 486: 486. Chapter 486 That feeling has become the past 12

486. Chapter 486 That feeling has become the past 12

As it turned out, just now when I was talking on the phone with Huiqing, he overheard everything.

"You, when did you come over?" I asked between sobs.

"You come up, I'll come over. I went to your dormitory and didn't see you; they said you had just gone up to the first floor, so I came up. So, everything you just said, I heard it all. Xuanxuan, do you know? I, I'm really afraid, I'm terrified that you'll leave me. I also heard what you just said: Haohua still remains in your heart, and you two had a very beautiful past. Although I've had many girlfriends before, none could make me fall in love or leave a deep impression. So, besides you, my heart is empty; besides you, no one has ever entered my heart. Only you, only you know? Although I mind that you have such a beautiful past love, I'm jealous, and at the same time I envy you; my heart feels uneasy, but I don't blame you, because that's ultimately your past—who doesn't have a past? Now I only hope you won't leave me, won't leave me, okay? I know he still holds a place in your heart; perhaps you haven't forgotten him in your heart, after all that's your first love, a deep‑rooted first love. I also know that you now love me with all your heart, and you only keep beautiful memories of him, but I'm still afraid, afraid you'll leave me. I, I've never been this afraid before—really never. Do you understand?" Shangguan Yun held me, his voice growing more choked as he spoke, and my tears came out again.

I knew Shangguan Yun usually dotes on me and loves me, but I never expected he would actually be this afraid that one day I would leave me—really never expected that.

Originally, hearing what Huiqing just said to me, I felt sorry for Haohua; my heart had been conflicted, but after hearing Shangguan Yun's words, my heart has become even more resolute.

I wiped the wet tears from my face and said, "Yun, rest assured—unless one day you stop loving me, I won't leave you; even if you no longer want me, as long as you still have me in your heart, I won't leave you. Moreover, half of what you just said is right, but half is wrong. Yes, my heart still holds Haohua…"