Chapter 487: 487. Chapter 487: That feeling has become the past 13

487. Chapter 487: That feeling has become the past 13

Yes, I still have Haohua in my heart, but my feelings for him are purely platonic, just like my feelings for Huiqing are the same, just like your feelings for A Chun. I no longer have any romantic feelings for him, yet he remains in my heart, buried deep by me, only occasionally do I think of him, just like when we chat and mention someone, or when we scroll through our phone contacts. That's all, there's no other meaning. Our feelings should probably remain somewhere deep in my heart forever. However, when I'm bored I occasionally recall him, which is a rare thing, yet it makes me often think of you; in my dreams and waking thoughts, it's only you, my heart is only you. Whether happy or unhappy, it's you. Your angry self, your handsome self, your happy self— they occasionally appear in my mind. I, under the faint moonlight of the sky, looked at Shangguan Yun and said.

Shangguan Yun's mouth corners twitched up slightly as he cupped my face with both hands, gently kissing away the tears on my face, saying: "I understand, I know, how could I not understand? Likewise, my heart is filled entirely with you— the good you, the bad you, the you who loses your temper with me, the you who leans into my arms and acts cute— all are etched in my heart. I think I will never forget this in my lifetime, never ever; you are the first person I ever fell in love with, the first person I ever took seriously, and likewise, the first person I ever wanted to protect. I hope I can forever dote on you, cherish you, protect you." Shangguan Yun gazed at me deeply the whole time.

I nodded heavily, gently looking at Shangguan Yun and said: "I hope we can stay like this forever, always understand each other, and never argue again."

Shangguan Yun didn't answer my words; he just gazed at me lovingly, staring at me, tonight's moonlight is very beautiful, very beautiful……

Slowly I felt Shangguan Yun's breath gradually approaching me; his hand gripped my head, a pair of thin lips pressed against mine, very gently, very gently, as if kissing carefully, as if kissing preciously……

I slightly closed my eyes, enjoying this beautiful and happy moment……