Chapter 99: 99. Chapter 99: Again Sharing a Room with Shangguan Yun 7

99. Chapter 99: Again Sharing a Room with Shangguan Yun 7

Indeed, I have fallen for him; otherwise, why would I respond to his kiss? It's strange how I keep kissing him over and over, yet I can't accept him in my heart. This mindset is truly contradictory, very contradictory.

"Say you like me, okay? I really want to hear it." Shangguan Yun's gentle voice sounded again in my ear.

Hearing his longing voice, I actually also wanted to tell him I like him, but I just couldn't get the words out.

"Since you already know I like you, why bother asking again?" I only said this after a long while.

"I just want to hear it, say it, okay?" Shangguan Yun actually acted like a child, coquettishly leaning on me.

I just wouldn't say it, I refused to say it, and in the end Shangguan Yun had no choice but to give up.

Shangguan Yun made no sound; all I could hear was his breathing.

"You, you're not happy, are you?" I asked cautiously.

"Yeah, I'm not happy, I feel upset inside." Shangguan Yun said lightly.

Seeing him unhappy, my heart also felt a bit uneasy, so I lightly kissed his lips. Then I hid in his embrace, lying still.

"This is your first kiss to me; I will always remember it. Although this kiss might only last a second or two… I will always remember this light kiss, yet mixed with the taste of happiness." Shangguan Yun seemed to be talking to himself, yet also as if showing me his happiness—can just one of my kisses make him feel happy?

After returning to school, everything remained plain and ordinary, my relationship with Shangguan Yun stayed the same; I no longer avoided him, even though he had always been kind and considerate toward me, I still kept the original distance between us.

I had told him to let me be free at school, not to restrict my meals and such; I didn't want to go out to eat with him, not because I dislike him, but because I don't want others to gossip. Although Shangguan Yun didn't understand my thinking, he reluctantly accepted it, after all I'm not his girlfriend, so he has no right to limit these freedoms of mine.