Chapter 361

Li Yiquan pointed to the surveillance camera in the corner that few people would notice, "I have always……" closing his phoenix eyes, his brows twitched in pain, "watching you."

"……" He Lele, who had played with several clairvoyance software, naturally understood what Li Yiquan meant, but she never expected him to—"L!"

"I'm sorry."

"So, Diao didn't come today because of you too?"

Her cold tone made him feel cold all over, and the explanation blurted out, actually carrying a bit of begging, "I, his wife really is having surgery today! I admit, I got to know Diao Xingyuan hoping that one day I could use him to…… to buffer your resistance to me, but this time he really took the initiative to call me and asked me—to seize the opportunity."

Hearing that L wasn't selfishly manipulating other people's lives as she had guessed, He Lele's heart, which had just hardened, softened quietly. How could she have forgotten what kind of person L was at his core.

Possessing world-class hacking technology, if he wanted, he could easily obtain astonishing wealth, and could wantonly stir up this modern society that relies on computers and the internet. It sounds exaggerated, but L in the computer world truly possesses the "Hand of God" that makes people awe-struck.

However, L, who possesses such ability, has never been lost in his own power, has never caused trouble on purpose to show off his technology like some hackers, and has never relied on the Hand of God to play with other people's lives.

It was precisely because of this that she worshipped and admired him.

Calming her mood, He Lele's gaze couldn't help but look at L's fingers, each wrapped in a Band-Aid. "……Your hands?"

"Uh……" Li Yiquan quickly curled his left hand, "It's nothing, I haven't touched the strings for several years, just a bit rusty."

Don't look! Can't look! Don't look!

She tried to persuade herself frantically in her heart, but her little hand couldn't stop trembling slightly as it reached toward his clenched large hand.

"It's really nothing." Seeing this, Li Yiquan directly put his left hand into his pants pocket.

"I want to see."

"Lele……"

"I want to see." Looking up at his moist, gentle eyes, she insisted on pulling out his palm, and after hesitating for a moment, she gritted her teeth and tore off the tape wrapped around his fingertips.

The pink tender flesh revealed after the blisters were worn through, the streaks of blood left after sliding over the strings for who knows how many consecutive hours. One by one, they were unwrapped, one by one, they were exposed. The man's originally slender and white left hand was ruined of its jade-like beauty by those festering fingertips.

She knew it…… couldn't look, shouldn't look!

Having seen it, how could she forget it?

"It's really nothing, this is very normal—"

Normal? Can wearing out fingertips that have been typing on a keyboard for years be called normal? Did he really think she didn't know anything about musical instruments?

"Don't, don't cry! It really doesn't hurt, look!" Seeing her start to cry silently again, Li Yiquan also panicked. To prove it was nothing, he flexibly tapped the chair surface with four fingers, making a rhythmic sound of horse hooves.

He Lele hurriedly grabbed his hand, closed her pink lips tightly, and wrapped the Band-Aid back on for him without saying a word.

Raising her eyes to gaze at the man she had longed for for three years, those passages of text that had warmed her, those tutorials and little games tailored for her, slowly flowed through her mind. Once, she had fantasized countless times about what the person behind the name L looked like. Now that she saw his face clearly, she could almost see how he had smiled and typed each character in front of the computer for the past three years.

His smile, his singing, his embrace, his kiss, his gentle possession……

She…… loved him……

Love…… why? Why did she have to discover that she had always loved someone after she had accepted so many men and was trying to love them too?

"L…… I beg you, don't do anything for me anymore! I…… am not worth it." Wiping away her tears, He Lele stood up and walked toward the lake.

She had already made her choice, no matter what, she couldn't regret it!

Mu Wei, Qin Zhixiu, Ruan Lin, Seeing Ji Jie, she already had enough, she was already learning how to love them, she was doing very well now, very happy, she even had the confidence to live a peaceful and contented life with the current happiness even after losing all love!

Nothing should be changed.

L should be loved by a better woman, put on a holy white veil to become his bride, the mother of his children, and enjoy his smile and his embrace!

Yes, that's it! He Lele, don't defile L's life!

Looking at the lake, He Lele turned around and looked at Li Yiquan as calmly as possible, "L, I hope this is the last time I say these things to you. I, He Lele, am really very happy now, having many people who love me. Maybe one day, they will all leave me, but I will never regret my current choice. As for you, I swear, I will never be with you in this life—"

A heart-wrenching kiss blocked the last word on her lips. A deep embrace, as if to rub her into his chest.

Leaving her lips, he covered her mouth, "Then what if I don't ask you to make a choice? What if I…… join them?"

Author's note:

Almost 300 chapters……

Don't know why, I have a feeling of missing the girls~~

☆, (9 Fresh Coins) Chapter 298: A Bowl of Cold Noodles

"You can still be with them, you don't have to leave anyone, you still retain all the happiness you have now, but in addition to that, accept one more love, a love that will never leave you and will never let you be alone again."

The magnetic voice, full of sadness and love, was like an angel's whisper soothing her panicked soul, but it made her heart tremble even more in terror! ===== CHAPTER 362 =====