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Chapter 362

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No!

"Happy, accept me, I need you." Stroking her hair, Li Yiquan pleaded gently and affectionately.

"No, no!" He Lele struggled desperately to break free from his arms, her body hitting the lake railing behind her due to inertia, making her little face wrinkle in pain.

"Happy!"

"Don't come over!" He Lele grabbed the cold metal railing, her eyes looking around the ground in confusion. L, he, he said, he said he wanted—no, she heard wrong! It wouldn't be! It wouldn't be! "I, I'll go first."

"Lele!" A trace of anger, intertwined with sadness and helplessness, erupted for a moment before turning into deep, loving doting, "How long are you going to keep running away from me?"

"I—"

"Even if I can't compare to all of them, am I not even comparable to one?"

"No, it's not! L……" I beg you, don't say such things in such a sad tone!

"Then why…… do you want to leave me alone?"

"L!" Intense heartache swept through her entire body, hurting so much that she could barely stand. Leave him alone? No, no! She didn't want to leave him, she wanted him to have complete and pure happiness! "Because……"

Because she loved him! She didn't want him to embrace a soul that had already rotted to the bone! She didn't want him to waste his life on a woman who was destined to be loathed by him in the end! She didn't want his bright life to leave filthy traces because of her!

She didn't want to!

Her heart hurt so much she couldn't say complete words. L, how should she make you understand……

Seeing the woman he loved crying silently in pain before his eyes, Li Yiquan's heart and soul trembled, but he couldn't take a step forward.

She still didn't want him.

For the first time, he felt he was so small. He was just a tiny grain in the world, yet he had once ignored the love that was most inviolable in the world.

Love, to him, had once been such a hollow word, hollowly just a printed character. Having seen countless fathers and sons, mothers and daughters, husbands and wives, lovers, and close friends turn blood-red in the face of interests, he really just felt that the word "love" was a joke humans played on themselves.

Therefore, for three years, although he was curious about her, although he was moved by her singing and her words, although he had long let her live in his heart, he never felt it was "love," and never thought about touching her.

Until, she just appeared in the sea of people like that.

Looking up at his direction with her little face slightly raised, she was as quiet as a flower painting exuding fragrance.

Her singing, her smile, her tears, her red lips bitten lightly, her pure eyes when happy, her stubbornness when sad, her firm and fearless posture when protecting others……

Seeing the living her, he knew what kind of three years he had missed.

The feelings that had accumulated for three years had fermented into a behemoth before he discovered it, giving him no chance to suppress or remove it, leaving him only able to accept it with a bitter yet sweet smile.

Accepting the genuine joy and satisfaction in his heart, that happiness that felt like he possessed the whole world the moment he thought of her or heard her voice.

And then…… the end of the world arrived.

From anxious confusion to madness after knowing everything, he used all his self-control to avoid attacking everything he could attack!

He, personally pushed her into hell.

……Should he apologize with death?

But he wanted to guard her well, make it up to her, and watch her day and night. However, she…… had already been shamelessly trapped in the abyss by that bunch of scum.

Even more tragically, on the battlefield of fighting for her, he was simply not the opponent of that bunch of scum, and even…… didn't even have a chance to surrender.

It seemed that his only comfort, his only reliance, his only confidence, was just "patience."

"I'm sorry, I clearly said I wouldn't make things difficult for you. Heh……" Taking out a handkerchief, Li Yiquan paused slightly before stepping forward to gently wipe her tears, "It doesn't matter if you don't want to accept it now, I'll wait."

Li Yiquan's gentleness made He Lele's tears flow even more, and his word "wait" hit her like a thunderbolt.

No! It's not allowed!

She couldn't ruin his life! She was already rotten, decayed, and hopeless; she couldn't let him be stained by her filth again!

She, she should, should…… disappear! Yes! Disappear!

Go far away! If he couldn't see or hear, he would forget her! Someone like her shouldn't exist in his memory at all!

Pushing Li Yiquan away again.

"Don't follow me." Lowering her head, He Lele said mechanically.

Turning around and walking out of the park, she got into a taxi, unconsciously spat out a place name, and two hours later, He Lele emptied all the cash in her wallet to barely pay the fare.

Watching the taxi gradually move away, He Lele laughed out loud.

He Lele, are you a pig? Taking a taxi to play hide-and-seek?

X-Yuan? Looking up at the road sign, how could she let the driver drive here? Thinking carefully, the only impression she had of this place seemed to be that Lingyu once said the mountain and water cold noodles here were good. Counting the coins in her pocket, it should be enough for a bowl, so then…… ===== CHAPTER 363 =====

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