Chapter 1403: Rambling in the middle of the night!

Writing until late at night, I have some feelings.

Actually, I wanted to say something many days ago, but I didn't know where to start; perhaps some words are because I can't say them.

I always feel a sense of guilt in my heart.

It can be considered failing everyone, failing everyone's great kindness.

Perhaps some readers who follow the little author DY have discovered that the little author posted a DY two days ago, but deleted it very quickly.

Today, I coded until the middle of the night. When I wrote this part, it should be around 12:30, and I had just finished a chapter before.

I don't know if it counts as self-realization in the middle of the night, or EMO before the middle of the night; the words held in my heart want to be said.

Perhaps the vast majority of readers have discovered that the little author rarely appears in the book review section.

Of course, it's not that the little author doesn't read them; it's really... sometimes reading the book reviews really affects the coding and mood.

The little author has been writing books for nearly ten years; even if it's ten years, my heart shouldn't be so fragile.

But there are still some reasons for this.

The books the little author wrote before were all paid; readers needed to pay to watch them.

Since people spent money, whatever they said was deserved.

But this is the first time the little author has written a book on Tomato; as everyone knows, Tomato Novel is a free website. Of course, saying this doesn't mean the little author doesn't make money, it's just that compared to the paid model, the money earned... it's hard to say.

Take charging as a comparison; for every click of charging by readers, the little author gets one dime.

I am not afraid of the readers laughing at me; the little author's daily charging is about 300 times, which adds up to... about 30 yuan.

Today I saw a comment, of course, this is not the first such comment.

This reader said that he would continue to read the book, but he would not leave messages in the future, nor would he click to charge, telling me to take care of myself.

To be honest, the little author is still very sad, because from now on, the income will be at least one dime less every day.

Readers who can read this far must know that the little author is not a full-time author; I still have work to do, and I am a single father with a daughter to take care of. I am not saying how busy I am every day, but at least I rarely have leisure time.

Saturday and Sunday are the little author's few rest days.

These two days, Saturday and Sunday, the little author tried to update three times a day, and they were all updates of over 2,000 words; today's three updates were even 10,000 words.

Readers may only need one minute, or even less, to read a chapter.

But writing a chapter, writing 3,000 words, takes the little author one or two hours.

Ten years of writing, plus the nature of the work, has caused the little author to suffer from severe cervical spondylosis. The compression of the cervical cross-nerves leads to high low blood pressure, and sometimes I feel very dizzy, which further affects the writing speed.

And history is not like fantasy or urban, which requires a lot of information checking.

But choosing it is because of love; the little author has never regretted this.

Paying for what you like is also a kind of happiness; being able to gain the love of so many readers is also the little author's greatest motivation.

Let's talk about guilt.

Some time ago, the little author's daughter was sick.

I received a lot of care and rewards from readers; really, at that time, it really made the little author feel incomparably happy.

The little author needs to drive 300 kilometers back and forth every day to go to the daughter's hospital.

I drive 150 kilometers to work at 6 o'clock in the morning, and after work in the evening, there is another 150 kilometers to go to the hospital where my daughter is. Although I am very tired, although I am really suffering every day, the little author still guarantees a minimum of 6,000 words of updates, just to not live up to the love and great kindness of the readers.

Of course, this is also the greatest effort and return the little author can make, because the little author is also a human, not a machine.

In fact, the little author could completely choose to rest for a period of time; after all, the website has no hard requirements to update every day.

But the little author feels guilty in his heart and cannot fail these readers who love the little author, so I try my best.

This book has been published for six months.

The little author swears to heaven, swears by his daughter, that I have not broken the update for a single day.

This is the greatest sincerity the little author can achieve now.

Six months, 1.6 million words.

The little author has been writing for a full six months.

But for readers who read the book, perhaps these 1.6 million words only take six days, or even less.

Moreover, although there are only 1.6 million words in the text, it needs to be simplified, modified, deleted, and searched for information on the Internet every day, and input; this number has far exceeded 1.6 million words.

The little author is not asking for pity, saying how diligent I am; compared to those full-time authors, the little author's speed is certainly not very fast.

Books have good and bad, but the little author's original intention of creation is to hope that more people like it, which satisfies my sense of achievement.

The little author uses rationality to write books, uses materials close to history, and uses real characters and world architecture to complete a work, which is responsible for history and responsible for every reader.

Of course, in this process, there will be many misunderstandings and misunderstandings, leading us to part ways from a certain node and a certain stage.

In fact, this is like friends getting along; the initial meeting is beautiful, but people cannot be perfect. When one day, you find something that makes you unhappy, it is very likely that you will become strangers.

But even if you part ways, there is no need to use evil words.

Especially for the past that has not paid.

The little author writes this book and can win the love of readers and get a small reward; this is the recognition of the readers.

Of course, for those readers who do not agree, your reading is free.

Looking at those comments that scold for the sake of scolding, the little author does not refute, because this will only affect the little author's creation progress and mood.

Mountains and rivers meet; give roses, and the hand leaves fragrance, because even if the little author did not satisfy you in some places, the little author hopes that at least our meeting before was beautiful.

The little author used 180 days and nights, tapping millions of times on the keyboard, and did not get your praise, but at least the little author did not harm you, and did not get anything from you, so why use evil words?

Well, I have said so much, a long piece, although there are more than 2,000 words, it is much easier than the little author writing a chapter of the main text.

It can be considered venting the depressed air in my heart (everyone just treats it as the little author selling misery.)

The things that should be done still have to be done.

The little author still has to work hard for tomorrow's 30 yuan!

One charge is one dime, 30 yuan is enough to make little Mucheng happy all day!

I have to go to work early in the morning, I, miserable.

Coding while fishing at work, I, tired.

Writing books and still being scolded, I, giggling.

Life must go on, I, see you tomorrow! ===== CHAPTER 1405 =====