Chapter 359: 359. Chapter 359: Far-fetched Explanation 17

359. Chapter 359: Far-fetched Explanation 17

I smiled without speaking, I took Shangguan Yun's hand and pressed it tightly against my chest, against my heart, and said: "Can you feel my heart? Inside it is filled only with your shadow; there's no room left for anyone else. Do you still worry?" After saying that, I gazed at him affectionately.

After hearing my words, Shangguan Yun's eyes also became unusually deep with feeling, he pulled me into his embrace and said: "Likewise, I am the same. My heart also cannot hold anyone else. I didn't know before, but I realize that I can be this deep in feeling, this serious about love. I never imagined I could love someone to the point of losing myself. Xuanxuan, from the very beginning I never thought I would be this serious about you, but gradually, gradually I discovered that I am becoming more and more unable to be without you, all the way to now."

Quietly leaning in Shangguan Yun's embrace, listening to his steady heartbeat, each beat tugs at my heart, as if our hearts are tightly linked at this moment.

But deep in my heart there is a knot—because of what happened between him and Tingting, it makes me feel sour and cold. Why, even though we love each other so deeply, do we have such unsatisfactory things? Why, even though we love each other so deeply, must there be unpleasant things left in my heart that cause me pain? Why, even though we love each other so deeply, loving each other to the point of losing ourselves, why can't such love be perfect?

Could it be that there truly is no such perfect love in the world?

At this moment my heart is clearly surrounded by happiness, so why does it still ache faintly…

"What's wrong? Why are you crying again?" Shangguan Yun released me, cupped my face, and looked at me with heartache as he spoke.

I shook my head with tears in my eyes and said: "No, no, I'm just happy. From now on I won't be so willful, I won't make you angry anymore."

"No, you won't be willful; you just need to promise me that from now on you won't think wildly or believe others' slander. I know it's others whispering in your ear, sowing discord, that makes you angry and lose your temper. Remember, if anything comes up, just come ask me—don't listen to others, okay?" Shangguan Yun said, gently rubbing my nose.